In his blog, there is a novel called "Grandma" with sincere feelings. It is very touching to read. See Xu Lizhi's blog for details.
Xu Lizhi, who wrote poems after 1990s, left, and everyone lamented. Browse the 100 blog posts left by his blog. Of course, we can't analyze the reasons for his suicide, but we can see the road map of his death step by step. Analyzing his life from his poems, it seems that the image of death has gathered around his poems since 20 13. Works: a traveler in a cold winter night, conflict, a kind of death, a poet's death, pink, renting a house, I swallowed an iron moon ... This poem should be a realistic description of his work and life, and he wrote in the poem that he suffered from migraine. This voyage. If he watched death frequently in 20 13, then the last two poems written in July of 20 14 came to the door of death: My life is far from complete and Zhi Zhi.
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