Another 100 days is over. With the end of the Zhizhi class, my xinxing has gradually grown and made a lot of progress.
To be honest, I am not like some teachers who have made extremely huge and significant gains in conscience. This is probably related to the fact that I started studying "body and mind" when I was 23 years old, and then entered the psychology major. But it does promote the integration of previous knowledge.
This actually reminds me to read professional books every day, a benefit that I didn’t pay much attention to before: Yangming’s Psychology is actually a category of psychology. Before I knew it, I had been doing this part of the work for more than 200 days, not including extra deliberate reading and studying.
I also gained new insights from reading the original text, doing homework, doing one good deed a day, and reflecting on it. Although I have the habit of writing diaries every day, and I have gained great growth from more than 1,300 days of diaries, the study of Yangming Xinxue has indeed made me more and more certain about how to go on this road and how far to go.
As the awareness deepens, the feelings of a third-party observer become clearer. Even if some things cannot change the action instantly, you will immediately see your own intention, and then "see" with good intentions. "Looking at me", she appeared in my heart as a physical image. She smiled calmly and let her vent her words. The negative energy dissipated quickly, and the time spent in emotions became shorter and shorter.
You no longer have to sit quietly and meditate to soothe and explore yourself. You can do it even on the road or while riding. This discovery makes me very happy!
There are many things that are no longer entangled. In rare cases, there will be violent emotional ups and downs.
It can be seen from the content of the homework that most of it is the association and perception of the original text. Occasionally, there is the psychological process of events that happened to oneself, but the process of sorting out is also a process of digging out the deepest thoughts in the heart. Usually the whole thing is understood after writing it, with a new perspective and depth.
One morning, after picking up the child, I was locked out of the door. I tried the password several times, but it was wrong. I haven’t used it much and I can’t remember it. I read the original article, recalled the password, and waited for the customer service answer.
I thought it might be out of battery, but I never thought the fingerprint sensor was broken. I haven’t eaten the carefully prepared lunch for 1-2 hours~
I don’t remember the password, I didn’t bring the spare key, and the Tmall Elf is not connected.
Customer service is going to ask someone to come over and replace it, but if you buy it from the official website, it will take a few days to arrive~
I am worried that it will be damaged directly by violent unlocking~
Although it is very troublesome, But I’m not too anxious. I continue to read the original article and do my homework. The phone will probably run out of battery in the afternoon~
Although I really want to use "Slap on the thigh! Great! The opportunity to practice is here again", But he just changed his mind very calmly: Maybe there will be a turn for the better soon, and even if not, how bad can it be?
Not long after, Fang Xiansen remembered the management password, tried it several times, reset it and got through.
I later wrote in my diary: When I surrender to the present, even lower my head, humbly accept the present, without complaining or blaming, and see what life has given me, I will naturally have new results. .
In this process, I understand myself bit by bit, and the world becomes clearer and clearer. In rare cases, I will feel confused, but I will soon remember my original intention.
One of the biggest reasons for learning Yangming’s Mind Science in the first place was to have a better understanding and immersion in ancient texts and wisdom. This is due to my love, or even passion, for ancient Chinese. Reading the original text every day will increase the density of my classical Chinese writing, thereby improving my ability to write ancient Chinese, which is quite beneficial.
Finally:
Before his death, Mr. Yangming said: "My heart is bright!" and then passed away peacefully.
I seem to see my husband’s voice and smile. Thousands of years apart, there is calmness and magnanimity in that smile. I can’t help but burst into tears~
This is a scene. What kind of realm! There is no reluctance or regret, sadness or expectation, everything has been settled.
Although I may not be able to get there, my heart is longing for it! If you can’t do it, you are willing to learn it!
Thanks to Mr. Yangming for his wise guidance, Mr. Boren for his interpretation, all the volunteer teachers for their responsibility and dedication, and the 9 groups of friends for their company! Thanks for meeting everyone!