I don't know. Are you okay? Although we are in the same class now, we seldom talk. Even you are now the secretary of a township in our county, and this matter was learned through the mouth of your classmates. Now you are husband and father, and I am wife and mother.
Time can really change many things, including our appearance and personality. Many times, you want to ask me out to meet. In fact, I haven't seen you for so many years, and sometimes I really want to go out and get together with my classmates. But I have always felt inferior, so I can't face you calmly.
Especially now, my chubby figure and tight life make me feel more inferior. I don't know what I'm afraid of, afraid of ruining my image in your mind for so many years. Forgive my selfishness, maybe. The innocence in our lush years is the best memory.
I think I used to have a graceful figure and a beautiful face. What else is there now? Is there pain and unhappiness all over your face besides the fat left after giving birth? I don't know what to say when I see you.
Our life paths are different, and the distance between us is destined to get farther and farther. These are things that you and I can't change. I have no confidence to face you again, for fear that you will be disappointed when you see me. Then, I even lost the last warmth in my heart. So I just want to put you in the deepest corner of my heart, and I will never think of you and never forget you.