I haven't read for a long time. It's dusk in early April. The traffic coming home late is under the balcony, and the turbulent wind is blowing. The trees are covered with green branches. People who are green and single are anxious about the tsunami and landslides. The book I was reading at this time turned out to be a book written by Yu Xiuhua, a collection of essays, called Unjustified Joy.
I decided to buy Yu Xiuhua's prose at that time because I saw one of her essays on a certain platform, and now I have forgotten what it is called and what it is written about. All I know is that the writing is good. Of course, people who write poems are good at writing, especially prose, which always gives people fresh and elegant. Like a small snake that has been practicing for 500 years, it crawls gently on your heart and slowly devours your heart, and you are hopelessly lost in it.
Moreover, this collection of essays by Yu Xiuhua is also called Unjustified Joy, and I like it very much.
Yu Xiuhua should have been divorced when writing this collection of essays. Her physical pleasure should not be obtained by sexual means, as Professor Li Yinhe said. I think the most important thing is that if Yu Xiuhua can still be happy, he should get it from the spiritual catharsis in his writing, and drive the physical happiness through the spiritual level. As Wang Shuo said, writing is sexual intercourse.
Joy, originally from Buddhism, is a realm, an empty happiness without self and existence, and an extremely free happiness. I am a mortal, and I can't live without wisdom. It is also the distance for Tang Priest and his disciples to go to the Western Heaven to learn Buddhist scriptures. I can only get some shallow happiness. And Yu Xiuhua also added the word "for no reason" in front of joy, leaving the realm of floating life, which should be that she has worked miracles.
Think about it, too. Yu Xiuhua is such a divorced woman with cerebral palsy in her forties. If she is not so powerful, why are there so many different ideas and vivid words? Just like some women in our countryside, one day they suddenly solemnly said that they have become immortals and know everything in the world, so they can communicate with mortals on behalf of heaven.
Especially rural women who have been ill for a long time are more likely to become witches, which means that immortals or bodhisattvas have come to the world to guide those who are fascinated by the world of mortals. Yu Xiuhua's achievements in poetry criticism of contemporary professional poets and writers are a good proof.
Therefore, I was attracted by her flood of talent and extraordinary thinking. If her body is not disabled, I would like to fall at her feet and have endless fun with her. Hehe ...
I just bought her book and read it. If you cannot touch her body, touch her soul and spirit.
It is said that Yu Xiuhua is now in love with a post-90s man, and now I am on my balcony, reading her prose one by one.
Now, the night light in the town has gradually turned on, and the dim light is like my sinking soul. Only Haydn's music is in the phone, which means I'm still struggling.