From Nalan Xingde's "Picking Mulberry Seeds" in Qing Dynasty.
Now I know that I was wrong, and I feel very sad. Red tears stole down, full of spring breeze.
Knowing that there is no plan from now on, I still insist on a happy period. Don't be like this, all the pears fall and the moon goes west.
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Now I know I was wrong. My heart is desolate and confused. My tears fall silently. I only see the spring breeze, but things are different from before.
Later, I knew there was nothing I could do, but I tried to say that I was happy. In this way, pear flower falls is finished, and the moon is already in the western sky.
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Who conceived the novel "picking mulberry seeds"? Naturally, it won't be Lu. There are not many important events in Rong Ruo's life, but there are also many. In addition to his wife Yan, his wife Lu, and his empresses who entered the palace, he also had a faint affair with Shen Wan, a talented woman in the south of the Yangtze River. Gossip, I don't think this word is like a eulogy, nor is it aimed at Guan and Yan. When can I decide between my lover in the palace and Shen Wan?
Uptown is not controversial. In short, this is Rong Ruo's regret. The mood is sad, and four words broke the mood at that time. Then let's look at Tan again: "I know I have no plan from now on, and I insist on the happy period." Maids in the Qing dynasty were limited to ten years. When they were full, they went out to listen to their parents and got married independently. During this period, the emperor had a whim and might be pardoned and released in advance. For example, during the Yongzheng period, there was an example of a female practitioner being sent home to the palace. Therefore, although the possibility of dating a lover is very small, it is still possible to date Rong Ruo because of her stubborn personality. It's not necessarily because men eat what's in bowls, but also what's in vegetable fields. The oath of love has always been a habitual exaggeration consciously or unconsciously. If it is not so unrealistic, how can it appear that you love deeply and forget yourself?
At that time, Rong Ruo met Shen Wansan under the guidance of his good friend Gu Liangfen. Unfortunately, due to the court's prohibition of marriage between Manchu and Han, and Pearl's opposition, they could not be together. It makes sense that they had an appointment when they left. So this "happy period" was "forced" when he bid farewell to Shen Wanbei and returned to Beijing? Whether he and his lover decide to comfort each other separately is ambiguous.
The purpose of expounding these points is to let viewers know more about Rong Ruo and grasp some poems of drinking water words more accurately. Only by knowing your own experience can you understand your own mind. Some things, if you don't understand the reason, you will be at a loss even if you see the result. However, there is no need to entangle these things. After all, we are neither paparazzi nor textual researchers. What I really care about is not Rong Ruo's emotional journey, but his feelings because of his affection. What can move people is always those graceful emotions that transcend their own emotions.
Deep love always lingers in my arms, which has become this sad and beautiful work. Rong Ruo made no secret of his deep affection for his lover, and the pain and yearning that they were forced to separate and never saw each other again. Plain language reveals his consistent frankness and sincerity, while Rong Ruo is helpless because of his lovesickness.
The phrase "now I know I was wrong" is a sincere attack, and it is the word "dzi Zhu". I don't know how many people pay attention to the sigh of Nalan's son, I keep it in mind! Rong Ruo is braver than us. He is a naive child who dares to admit his mistakes. We are sly ashamed and want others to help us admit our mistakes.
Pear flower image in Rong Ruo's ci. Reading his words, I felt the coldness of pear flowers, turned the ravine and suddenly saw a pear flower in the wilderness. However, it is not Rong Ruo's original creation to transform the land with pear flowers. Tang and Zheng Gu's "Two Retreats" said: "Pears bloom again, the rain stops, and birds sing in the evening." Song and Mei Geng said in Su Lian: "Pear blossoms are spring again, the setting sun is everywhere, and cigarettes are old." Beautiful and sparse sentences. In this way, it seems that it is difficult for Rong Ruo to make a new breakthrough, and it is easy to fall into the shackles. In fact, Rong Ruo was able to put aside his predecessors when describing the artistic conception of pear flowers, making the original artistic conception more vivid and profound. Like Zhang Ailing, he likes to write about the moon and uses the word "moon" to create the artistic conception of Leng Yan. Pear and plum blossoms in the moon are a kind of musculoskeletal. The most fundamental reason is that Rong Ruo's feelings are too deep, which goes beyond his predecessor. His appreciation of pear blossoms is like Lin Bu's appreciation of plum blossoms. It is no longer an appreciation of these two things, but a spiritual sustenance to forget them.
Rong Ruo argot "Pear blossoms never meet each other, and people and flowers languish. Pear flower falls is not only the real spring scenery in front of us, but also the evil result caused by the "eyeful spring breeze" in the world. It is an example of "nothing is wrong". Although spring breeze can bring eyeful spring scenery, it can sometimes blow down flowers and trees. Li Yu's famous sentence: "In the spring, the flowers in the forest are withered, and they are in a hurry, but the cold rain comes late and the wind comes." In their emotional experience, Rong Ruo and Lu You are actually in the same boat. Rong Ruo said, "There is nothing wrong with the spring breeze", and Lu You sighed, "East wind evil, with subtle joy and cup after cup of sadness, has not been seen for several years." It can be seen that they are all emotional defects caused by parents or external factors. Those with feelings can't be together, and those without feelings must be tied together. Feudal parents used to be so out of place.
The wind blows pear blossoms, and in the soft moonlight, what comes back is a little bit of beauty's quiet heart, which turns into pear blossoms and falls in your palm. Don't do this, often not once, and you will be wrong in this life.