Then the honeymoon period, and then it started to be different. However, all this is normal, isn't it? I'm not interested in saying what's wrong with the newspaper now. Maybe it always has this gene, or almost all institutions in China will make similar mistakes, but to different degrees. Personally, I have had a good four years. I think it should be like this for friends who come to work together. If our emotions and ideals are so easily corrupted by stupid and vulgar people, then our ideals can't stand the test.
Although sometimes I subconsciously feel pessimistic about the future of this newspaper, because unless its leaders can realize that it is an invisible force that maintains a media organization, rather than a simple visible thing, it will inevitably die out. Of course, I believe it's hard for them to realize that, you know, everyone has blind spots, which can't be demanding. However, I must make my position clear. The main reason why I left is that the sense of justice in this institution has completely disappeared. Although it has no direct impact on me, I feel that I always have to defend my basic position at some point.
I really sincerely thank many people who have worked with me. They are willing to tolerate many of my shortcomings for my little advantages. I hate that resignation has become a mandatory requirement, just because we are very happy together. We are a team. If some of us leave, we definitely need your response. Isn't this idea always a factional tradition that we hate? We are willing to cooperate, because we respect everyone's independence, and we are a "free association of free people". I hate the Economic Observer now, because it is like a party struggle, so much political correctness and so much opacity-we succeeded because our way is simple, not complicated.
Trapped in an organization, it is easy for us to think that this organization is the whole world. We are worried that once we leave, it will mean the disappearance of the safety net and a lot of trouble. But if my friends, especially those young people, think so, I will understand but have some doubts, because nothing is more important than courage for a young man, and the disappearance of that sense of security often means the emergence of a new world.
In addition, I want to say to my leader that everyone plays fair, and no one should say who is bad, making each other look like betrayed lovers. This is a fair game. We worked together, but later separated because of different basic ideas. Our life goes on, and everyone's fate is different. Life is a long run, and everything has just begun. I'm reminded of Roland again? Bart, he didn't start writing until he was 37, Carl? Popper didn't get his first fame until he was nearly 50 years old. Or to put it more brazenly, the world will remember Liang Qichao and his friends. As for how many newspapers they participated in, who remembers their names (this sentence is a bit proud and annoying, but I really think so).
Huang Jixin: It's not farewell.
I don't want to talk about my resignation. Standing with team members, my diligence, work efficiency and intelligence are far behind everyone else. I dare not classify myself as an idealist, and I am embarrassed to blame my departure on the leadership that is destroying this newspaper.
So, as Xu Zhiyuan said, I don't want my participation in resignation to be a gesture of taking a stand. There are many ways to show your position. I don't think staying in the newspaper is a compromise. Even when we didn't intend to leave this newspaper, we still defended our ideas most clearly.
Compared with other colleagues, the bad or even disgusting things in the newspaper have the least direct impact on me. Moreover, objectively speaking, this newspaper still contains many of our characteristics. As Ye Ying and Li Xiang said in their blogs two days ago, if it were not for the resources provided by this newspaper, such a lifestyle and book review supplement could not exist alone in today's China. Personally, I have always been able to report in my favorite way without worrying too much interference.
I love journalism, and I still want to be a reporter until I am fifty. Before reaching this point, I am far from qualified to say that I am being destroyed by this newspaper. I'm not tired of this job, but I encourage myself to try more things. I am an empathetic person, and the identity of a reporter provides legitimacy. I jump from one point to another every week-even every half week-and become a shallow person with a wide range of knowledge. This problem has brought great trouble to Mr. Fang. He urged me to join the business review department, but I was often absent when he needed help. I am no longer the one who tries to please others, but today I am still the other teacher. When I meet this mentor, I am always so fragmented and unpredictable. Even so, he always encouraged me with his inner enthusiasm, even when I left without him.
I was able to join this team because Ye Ying appeared at two critical moments. I want to thank her for bringing such exciting changes to my life. There is also Qin's. With her insistence, I only got the opportunity to go to Israel two years ago, and successfully completed my transformation to a new girl who actively embraced life and girls. I am a person who is easily influenced by the environment, and the Excellence of everyone in the team is reflected in me. Unfortunately, my laziness and idleness have not completely turned them into my advantages. Being with this group of people has brought me too much happiness and progress.
I used to be a complainer, a coward and afraid of change. Working with the team for four years has turned me into a passionate, energetic, active and brave person who loves life and the world. I am proud of my passion, but too much distraction often makes the result of passion greatly reduced. After leaving the newspaper, I will take time to think about what to do next. But I will definitely find another job that will keep me alive, although many people around me tell me that they don't believe there will be such a place.
How to spend this life is like how to write a good report. I need to create a thrilling story for it. Thanks for working with you for four years, I learned how to write a report, and I want to end my life.
Lao Xu beat me to the last sentence I wanted to say: Let's try something new!
Huang Yikun: One Man's Revolution
In the evening, I drove past the Everbright Cafe in Yu Wei four years ago and began to yearn for this newspaper for half a year.
I choose to stay today. It is not difficult for me to make a decision. The hard part is in the first few days after making a decision. There is no dinner on Monday, no book review supplement, no ideas around, and no praise or criticism from you to build coordinates for me who is extremely lacking in self-confidence.
I still love this profession, although I have said more than I have done in the past three years, lacking the ability to control my emotions and being lazy. It is your intellectual support and goodwill protection that makes it possible for me to move forward.
Now I want to start a revolution myself. I think everyone's greater maturity and diligence will help us get together again earlier. Just friends, please start early, I don't want to start the half-life of intelligence too early.
Yu Wei: I love you.
At midnight, my tears finally came down. Today, I told many people that I was very happy and glad that I finally got rid of a nightmare. But this is not entirely true, because I have to admit that part of this dream was once the best time in my life at the age of 37. By my side, surrounded by so many smart, lovely, simple and kind young people, they are ambitious and want to do something that has never happened in China ... but I never thought that in such a short time, an ideal country would become a Chinese court. We have created a child together, and we hope that he can grow up healthily and even become the hope of this country, but others also hope that he will grow up quickly, because they expect him to go out to perform arts as soon as possible.
I know, for a long time, I was your spiritual support. I always fantasized that I could keep those low-level troubles out of the door, but now, they are too powerful and go straight through my body. I can tolerate many things, such as loneliness, such as hardship, such as only giving, but I really can't continue to tolerate stupidity and politics. There are too many stupidities and politics for me to face directly.
I know that people who are sophisticated enough will laugh at us little people, but I always believe that the creators of civilization will always be those who are naive enough. The reason why we stayed after knowing that the child was destroyed was because we wanted to be together. I didn't expect that I would be the first person to leave, but no matter how hasty the decision was, I know I was right, because wandering freely is better than doing nothing in the pigsty.
But I believe that before long, we will be together and grow up happily together.
Shao Yingbo: My confession.
Last week, I took my children to the sea to play, and then I heard about the conflict between Wei Yu and that woman. The next day, the conflict continued. On the third day, I went fishing at sea, and the children were very happy. She caught nine in a row, but I got the latest news on the phone. Looking at my children, I thought of my responsibility to her and my difficult situation, but I decided to leave together without hesitation.
I have never been a member of Yu Wei's team. Even after working together for four years, we are very close and admire each other, but I never thought of joining this so-called team. We have different life experiences and different upbringing. I am convinced of their talent and quality, but there are also many disappointments. So, although I left with several teachers, I certainly won't go to the same place.
I want to make it clear that I can't tolerate the reality of some newspapers, the most serious of which is the incompetent and immoral villain. I would say, we're gone, and there's still a lot of delicious food left. Eat, poor thing!
I am equally disgusted with those who decide to stay after expressing various reasons. These "little men and women" in the south have everything but the slightest loyalty. They say a lot of things, but loyalty means nothing to them. They said something sympathetic to Wei and scolded the newspaper leaders one by one, but they just refused to suffer with their friends, whether they were paying for the house or supporting the family, they just didn't keep good faith.
I could have been a bystander this week. According to my persuader, I should not have returned to Beijing so early. I could have done what Yin Lian did (she would quietly go to America for a holiday), but I couldn't let the teacher go alone. I asked myself, can this be considered moral? Is this a friend? Aren't you people who used to talk about happiness ashamed at all? Don't cover up your indifference and secularity with a fig leaf. A false friend is ten times worse than a real enemy. I have been persuaded by a group of good people, and the reason is clear. Maybe I will suffer a big loss tomorrow, but today I have to swallow this evil spirit, as always.
Ladies and gentlemen, I won't be with you in the future.
Xu Zhiyuan: It really died (July 22nd).
I remember at the meeting three months ago, I shouted at Li He and Liu Jian, "This organization is dying." I forgot what the purpose of the meeting was. I seldom attend any meeting of the newspaper, but I was angered by the bureaucratic and insincere atmosphere from the beginning. This company is only four years old, and even if it is full, there are only 200 people, but it seems to be a big company with an annual turnover of 65.438+0 billion US dollars and 654.38+0,000 employees.
Old Zhong once said that for a long time, my personal performance was like a weather vane of the possibility of reform in this newspaper. When I was young, I used this privilege unscrupulously. I often seem to embarrass leaders in front of many employees because their understanding of organizations and newspapers is not mature enough. From 200 1 to the beginning of 2003, it was really a golden age for many people who worked here. Although full of low-level mistakes in management, our leaders are not strong enough and have no foresight, but they are tolerant and willing to admit their mistakes. More importantly, they are willing to let many young people try. At that time, many people complained, but at least they believed that their complaints could work and they could participate in some changes. Much like the atmosphere of China's reform in the1980s, the spirit of experiment makes wisdom come from the bottom, but the so-called decision makers try not to hinder this new force even though they don't know how to promote it. So many people who miss that time will say that newspapers are like kindergartens, and everyone follows relatively simple rules. Of course, there seemed to be no interest at that time, so there was no entanglement.
Many reasons contributed to the rapid rise of this newspaper, including the overall social environment in China, but I think more importantly, the young people working here are indeed better than any other similar organization. It is purely a joke to say that newspapers have any characteristics in organization and system, but I believe that the smartest media people in China gather here with the highest density, and they form an attraction with each other. Together, they create an atmosphere that is attractive to new entrants.
I know nothing about corporate politics, and I lack interest. But in the end, I did feel that its organization was quickly defeated successfully, and people forgot that it was the experimental spirit that made it successful. All the defects that were once concealed by this experimental spirit began to break out at this time, just as all social contradictions were highlighted when the high growth rate of China declined. Oh, it turns out that our organization is so lacking in right and wrong. I believe most people think that this newspaper is so lacking in standards and sense of justice, because good things are not recognized and bad things will not be punished accordingly. In several conversations with Nye, I found that the basic concepts in this person's mind were so confusing. Of course, it's not just him In this organization, people in high positions always seem afraid to say what I believe and what I support. At first, they were not confident in themselves, understandable and even cute, but now they follow "political correctness" or "company rules" even worse, and almost everyone's understanding of the system is wrong. When we carried out reform in the name of system, we never realized that any system, no matter how excellent, was created by the exemplary role of system makers, which provided a basic degree of trust. The implementation of the American system is because the generation of the founding fathers of the United States designed and practiced this system better than any other generation. But our understanding of the system is that there seems to be an objective system that has nothing to do with people. As long as you design it in the computer and put it there, it can work and even become the best excuse for being lazy-I don't have to pay anything because we rely on the system. Therefore, like any such half-tone reform, the so-called system construction has finally become the rise of bureaucracy, which contains complete irresponsibility.
Any organization has two functions: internal and external. The latter enables organizations to constantly update and expand themselves, while the former means closure and death. I think to a great extent, newspapers chose the former. More forms and documents between departments and unnecessary meetings have become the core of the work, not how to run the newspaper better and gain more social trust.
I accidentally wrote this in the morning. This depends more on my intuition and usual conversation. I don't know the so-called secret inside the company, because I was surprised by some gossip I overheard. Of course, I was told that most media organizations in China do this. Maybe, but I want to emphasize that in the past few years, it is because we are different that we have achieved some success. Now, some people fully enjoy the glory and benefits brought by this difference, but they begin to completely corrode this difference with short-term benefits. This kind of people may be understandable in their survival, because they never believe that there are some values in this world that are more important than money, reputation, bank deposits and playing more golf. However, I hope the young people in the newspaper will believe this, because they must rely on their faith in this value concept to create a society worth living.