I love the Lord, and I love the same world. What does this mean?

The Bible says that all people in the world are guilty. The master believes in the Lord with sincerity, and may the Lord forgive her all her sins. But at the same time, she fell in love with another sinner in the world. She can't help but want to love. She hopes the Lord will give her more time to love. This sentence is actually a true portrayal of the master's ambivalence at that time. He not only wants to obey the Lord's will and repent devoutly, but also wants to abandon some other thoughts, boldly love once and pray for the Lord's forgiveness, vividly writing this person's sadness and anxiety, and there is still a little helplessness!