1.
I met Ang Lee in Weibo on 20 1 1. I saw her share a Mayday song "Suddenly I miss you", and then they exchanged views.
I was busy with the college entrance examination and didn't have much time to chat. I once confided in 12, when I cried half to death for a three-month online love.
She said to me, "Listen to me tell a story."
2.
Lian and Cheng Jun met at the hometown meeting and fell in love at first sight.
At the hometown meeting, I don't know who played the tenderness of Mayday in the private room. At that time, everyone put down chopsticks and was busy hooking up with girls, but the two of them lived in a corner and sang along with the song seriously.
At that time, Cheng Jun said: "The first time I saw such a thin girl, it seemed that my big eyes were about to jump out."
Lian retorted rudely, "Are you so hurtful? If you care so much, then you will fatten me up! "
"Very good."
Even at that time, I really didn't expect that he would really promise, and I was at a loss for a while.
However, Cheng Jun didn't give her too much time to react, and directly started eating on the rampage. From the canteen to the outside, from the outside to the city.
The only time two people can calm down is to sit down and listen to Mayday's songs quietly. At this time, Cheng Jun will braid Ang Lee's beautiful braids that he learned online.
Li An has a piggy bank. She asked Cheng Jun to put a coin in it every day, euphemistically called "love coin".
Cheng Jun asked several times before she said, "I'm saving tickets for the concert for both of us. A piggy bank can hold 600 coins. 365 days a year. We will see the infield in four years. "
Cheng Jun caressed his forehead. "Now we have money to watch, but not infield."
Li En stare eyes, "meaning is different. Listen to the tenderness of Mayday with the person you love. "
Cheng Jun smiled and pushed her head. "You are the most ridiculous."
After nearly four years' feeding and hair skills, Cheng Jun bulged out two pieces of meat on his cheeks, and the braid was the best in the whole department.
Lotus rubbed her face with braids and looked at Cheng Jun plaintively. "Is this really good?"
"Very emotional, very good."
"Cheng Jun, you are not normal." Lian punched Cheng Jun on the shoulder.
Cheng Jun looked at him innocently. "What's wrong with me?"
"Isn't that the sentence' looks thin and feels meat'?"
Cheng Jun helplessly turned his head and looked at Lian. "I think you think too much."
20 10 may DNA concert started in Beijing.
In senior three, they are busy with papers, defense and job hunting. Lian can only sit in the dormitory holding the computer and watch others brush pictures on the Post Bar and Weibo. Every time he sees one, he screams.
Until my roommate moved out of the corridor with his computer. She was released because Cheng Jun called her downstairs.
She put the computer down on the table, barely looked at it, went downstairs like a gust of wind, and saw Cheng Jun giggling downstairs with his mobile phone.
He said, "Come here."
As soon as Lian walked over, he immediately handed the phone to her ear. She was about to ask why when she heard Mayday singing on the other end of the phone.
A song "tenderness" was sung a hundred times, which made Lian cry.
After hanging up the phone, Lian kissed Cheng Jun on the face. "What should I do? I seem to be inseparable from you. "
"It is best to be inseparable."
The long-distance call that day cost Cheng Jun nearly fifty yuan, enough for them to have a spicy meal in the city.
That night, the two of them hugged for a long time downstairs in the girls' dormitory.
Cheng Jun touched her head. "Sorry, I can't take you to the concert now. But believe me, we can go to a real concert soon. "
"Very good." Lian nodded 1 vigorously.
Their eyes are bright in the moonlight.
3.
On the eve of graduation, Cheng Junxian defended himself and went out to work part-time. It's eleven o'clock every time I go back to the dormitory. Even when he gained weight, Cheng Jun became thinner and thinner.
Ang Lee love dearly, can't help at all.
Cheng Jun comforted her, "It will be fine in the future, and it will be fine in the future."
As soon as he graduated, Cheng Jun took Lian back to his hometown. The two met each other's parents and successfully determined their future relationship.
Back in the city, Cheng Jun paid a month's rent with his saved salary, and the two began to live together.
Cheng Jun joined a foreign company as a manager, and got the responsibility of the boss with a good salary. Lian also found a job as an editor of a travel magazine.
Maybe we are both busy, but the days of living together are like water. Cheng Jun seldom takes her to eat delicious food, and even he is used to cooking until he comes home.
But when we live together, we often quarrel, but every time Cheng Jun shows weakness.
Lian asked him, "why do you always let me do this?" I can't feel the pleasure of quarreling? "
Cheng Jun always touches his head. "My father is also weak in my family. I would like to be like my father and not make my wife angry. "
"Who is your wife?"
"You." Then the two immediately rolled into a ball.
The two of them are becoming more and more like family. He raised his hand, and she knew he was going to pick up the cup. She blinked, and he knew she wanted to eat potato chips.
Although the tacit understanding is good, the two people have lost their passion for love and turned each other into relatives.
It was not until the arrival of the child that this calm was broken.
I feel sick after eating for a week. At first, she thought it was a bad stomach. Later, she thought of the plot in the TV series and went to the hospital for examination.
I am really pregnant.
She came home and shared her joy with Cheng Jun excitedly. Two people are so happy that Cheng Jun doesn't work overtime. As soon as he got home, he went into the kitchen and cooked for her in another way.
The piggy bank is getting more and more full, and I even think that I can take my children and my family to the concert at this time next year. I'm a little excited to think about it.
But the happiness of the week has passed.
Cheng Jun came back from the night shift, sitting on the sofa in the living room and rubbing his eyes wearily. Even rubbed his shoulder as usual and was rejected.
In the bright light, even saw the chill in Cheng Jun's eyes.
He looked Lian in the eye. "We don't have our own house, we don't have much time, and we are not ready to be parents."
Lian immediately retorted, "The house can be rented, I can resign, I ..."
She can't refute that last sentence. She is ready to be a mother, but Cheng Jun is not ready to be a father.
That night, Cheng Jun hugged her behind her back: "We are still young and will have children."
She didn't speak from beginning to end.
4.
The next day, at dawn, Cheng Jun took her to the hospital to queue up for registration.
After the examination, the doctor looked at Lian and asked, "The child is very healthy. Have you decided? "
Lian looked at Cheng Jun imploringly. She hoped that he would regret it at the last minute, hold her like before and tell her that "it will get better in the future", but he just sat there.
When Lian's pale face was pushed out, Cheng Jun held her hand and cried like a child. She was exhausted and empty from anesthesia, but she comforted him instead.
After returning home, he began to take care of her in every possible way.
Lian rested for a while and went on working. Everything looks as usual, except those children who can't walk by the roadside.
Going home is silence, and Cheng Jun won't listen. Cheng Jun is getting richer and richer, but every holiday, even he chooses to stay at home and watch movies.
The more CDs are piled up, the more they are. Two people talk less and less. Two people always look at each other, as if vaguely looking forward to the outbreak of a war, so that two people can tell each other their complaints.
But there has been no quarrel, as Cheng Jun promised, everything is given to her, even if she is cold to him.
As the Cold War intensified, Cheng Jun was informed that he would be transferred to work abroad.
They confronted each other across the table in the living room, as if they had met for the first time, and each lived in a corner.
Cheng Jun said, "I'm sorry, I made things worse."
Lian stood up and retorted like a first meeting: "Don't be sorry, don't be friends, let's call it a day."
"Very good."
This time, Cheng Jun agreed.
When Cheng Jun left, Lian went to see him off. At the boarding gate, she cried with Cheng Jun, "How on earth did you leave me? What if I am the only one left? How can I live? "
Cheng Jun also cried, but he still left. "You can be fine alone, believe me."
"The story is over." Lian said to me, "it's been a year, and I'm really doing well now." I have short hair, eat a lot of delicious food and go to many places to play. But I ... can't get fat, and I can't laugh. "
I don't know how to comfort her.
She added, "If ... that child were still there, I should be able to hug him now."
I suddenly cried when I heard this sentence. They have been together for five years and have an unborn child, but they are still separated.
Only then did I feel how naive I was, and mistakenly thought that just a few months was life and death. In fact, those are not the most painful. The most painful thing is that you put everything he has into your life and blood, but he wants to leave and asks you not to hurt or cry.
5.
20 13 In May, Lian told me that she had bought tickets for the May Day concert in Xiamen. She went to Xiamen to see the scenery in advance, but was told that the typhoon was coming and the concert was postponed.
She ran downstairs alone and bought bags of snacks crazily. She locked the hotel door, put down the curtains, turned on the light on the bedside table and huddled up.
She remembered their cuddling downstairs in the dormitory that night.
From typhoon to typhoon, she cried for several days. As soon as it cleared up, she left Xiamen with red and swollen eyes.
Last month, she sent me a message "I'm getting married, April 18. Are you coming? "
I'm surprised. I asked her, "Is it impulsive to get married?"
"No, he's been chasing me for almost three years, so I agreed."
When I saw her, she was sitting on the big bed in a white wedding dress, and her face was very round, which was very different from the thin face I saw in the photo before.
She took my hand and said with a smile, "I didn't expect you to really come."
"Of course I will come to your wedding."
Lotus suddenly took my hand, and the smile on her mouth was more radian. "You say, should I thank him? If it weren't for him, I might never know that others can still love me? "
Lian added, "I can't go to the concert alone. Do you know where I put that ticket in Xiamen? "
I shook my head.
She pointed to her wedding photo. "I put it behind the photo to remind me that his is not good and his is good."
The two "he" in her mouth are Cheng Jun and her current husband. Lian told him the news of the marriage, but he only said congratulations and never heard from him again.
After that, I cried and spent my delicate bride makeup.
The groom passing by the door quickly patted her on the shoulder and coaxed her like a child. "Don't cry, don't cry, go home if you are homesick, or you will move here. Don't cry, it's not good for our eyes. "
Ang Lee's husband met her at Xiamen Railway Station. At that time, her eyes were swollen and she walked in a daze. He walked by, thinking she was lost, and she was tired of asking questions all the time.
Two people had a big fight in front of the waiting room, and then he fell in love with Lian. For Ang Lee, he came to the city where Ang Lee worked. Lian faces east and he faces east. He didn't even dare to leave standing when he was told to get out.
I left the room quietly and deleted all the information about him from my mobile phone.
Maybe now, I can't mention his name calmly, and I can't put him in the communication column without clicking. But the first step I can take may be to stop contacting.
I thought I could only love one person in my life, just because I didn't meet the one who really wanted to love.