The flying boat stops and goes, stops and goes. Time, repeated day and night, is only youth, not youth anymore. Actually, it's not. It just exists in another form and stays in a sunny summer forever. I often wonder, what will I look like after many years? Is there anyone with a successful career? Is there any expected love? Do you have a group of crazy friends like now ... too many fantasies about the future. Who doesn't look forward to the future? Me too.
Then, I will tell my future self, dear well, hello! What are you doing at the moment? I hope it is a rainy night. I don't know what it was like to be honest at that time. Is your heart still infected by the lingering rain as always? It's just that it must be an emotion without any sadness. On such a night, you must be thinking about many things, such as friends, relatives, and the future, many, many ... most people must think that people who like rain must be sad, insecure, melancholy and fond of thinking. Then you can laugh at them. They can't fully understand a person. You don't have to tell anyone the real reason without reservation, as long as you know yourself, quietly and lightly.
Do you remember many things at this time? Many things that I swore I would never forget. Do you remember the girl running in the rain? She appeared in many people's lives, long or short, deep or like a glimpse. Some people remember you, others forget you. What about you? Do you often contact them? Do you care occasionally? Don't forget, those people who appear in your life, or those who think they are still important to you now, also need your concern, even a brief greeting is warm. Don't always wait for others to care about you, others will come to you. Learn to cherish. You always seem to be an ignorant child. You always think that people who care about you will hold you in their hands. It's just that if they don't feel your concern, they may leave one day. All good things must come to an end. Just try to catch the person you want to catch. I don't want to see the people you care about leave you one by one and end up as strangers.
Why not cherish your family as always? You used to be such a child, who valued family more than life and wanted to run home every three days. I hope you are the same now. It's just that you still don't know how to communicate with your family like before. I remember you were sad. Every time I see my mother, I will jump into her arms and cry, which makes her very confused and distressed. After crying, I still didn't say anything. Talk to them more if you have anything. Maybe my parents' hair is gray. You know, they have given it to you all their lives, and they have paid too much for you. Go and see them often.
Your character is much calmer, isn't it? You used to be impetuous and emotional. But after so many ups and downs, you should have learned how to control your emotions and not let them affect you day and night, making people breathless. If so, I should congratulate you, but if not, you must abandon these bad temper, or they will ruin your life!
I think that at that time, you will be kind, tolerant, quiet and peaceful. No longer has a childish face, but is more addicted to memories. You're still you! I also hope that I have a strong heart, and I am not surprised when I am mature. That's enough. Or just alive.
Life can be a difficult journey. You will also have hesitation, vanity, cowardice and anxiety. But I know you are there waiting for me and giving me the support of confidence. I don't learn to commit suicide, and I don't hurt myself. I won't let myself escape or despair. I know you are waiting for me. Even if the whole world capsizes, even if feelings imprison me, even if fate makes me bullied. Don't care at all. Because there will be me in the future, because I am very happy to see you touch this yellow paper. Well, I can't see through the future. I'm responsible for every step of my life. You should remember that you promised to walk confidently.
I unconsciously moved in your direction. I believe that one day, you are me and I am me. Silently, wait for me
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