01
Anxi, who graduated from university, found a start-up design company and worked with several partners to move forward step by step towards his ideal.
As long as Anxi works overtime until ten o'clock in the evening, he will receive a series of life-threatening calls from his mother.
“Are you working overtime again?”
“Why can’t you finish your get off work every time during the day?”
“How long do you have to work? When can you do it? Off work?"
My mother's voice full of resentment penetrated the phone line, which was particularly harsh in the quiet office where she was working overtime.
Anxi rubbed her brows tiredly. She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before speaking: "It's almost done. This project is urgent, so you don't have to wait for me."
After hanging up the phone from his mother-in-law, Anxi did not dare to delay for a moment and immediately devoted himself to work.
As time went by, Anxi's studio became more and more stable, the money she received began to become considerable, and her mother no longer paid too much attention to her work.
Just when Anxi thought he was favored by God and was about to embark on a prosperous road, the epidemic struck.
02
Anxi has been at home for two months, and the studio in Anxi has not resumed work.
"Can your small studio still hold on?"
"I told you to find a big company or take the civil service exam, but you just didn't listen. "
"Look at you now, you only want to be comfortable, but you don't know how to think about the future."
My mother's words made Anxi, who was sleeping soundly, feel a tremor in his heart. , Anxi actually had insomnia for the next few nights.
As the clock ticked at three o'clock in the morning, Anxi's head played like a marquee with a series of decisions she had made since graduation.
I gave up the company arranged by my family because I felt my life was too leisurely.
I also gave up the state-owned enterprise because I felt that my major was not suitable for me.
Because of sheer laziness, she refused her mother’s proposal to pass the civil service examination.
There is nothing wrong with pursuing ideals, but it is probably sinful not to consider reality.
The lack of news about resumption of work and the dwindling wages made Anxi toss and turn with his mobile phone in the dark night.
Finally, she stopped at the title "Writing for Cash" that made people reluctant to look away.
After making a decision, Anxi finally fell asleep with the white fish belly rising on the horizon.
03 "Thank you for your submission, but I'm sorry that it was not adopted. I look forward to your next submission."
Anxi closed the laptop angrily and buried his head in it. Under the quilt, it seems that this can isolate the sadness from myself.
It has been a month since Anxi started writing articles. She has added dozens of public accounts and read hundreds of articles on writing techniques. She also deletes, deletes, and changes articles from morning to afternoon, and then from evening to evening. late at night.
Articles submitted to various public accounts, without exception, received the same message - "Your article has not been drafted"
Anxi looked ahead blankly.
Maybe I’m just not that good at it, or just forget it.
Is it because I was so annoying when I was a child that God can’t stand it anymore, so it’s particularly difficult for me to do anything?
Anxi thought with mixed feelings in her heart. Faced with countless failures, Anxi was left with a deep sense of powerlessness in addition to infinite loss.
Anxi tried to calm down her emotions with the chicken soup she had seen.
When she turned on the computer to start over, she saw a different email: "Congratulations on your submission."
At that moment, the fire of hope in Anxi rekindled. She seemed to see the light of the exit ahead in the dark tunnel.
Anxi’s article was published, and when Anxi’s pseudonym appeared on the public account, she had mixed feelings.
Anxi shouted excitedly when she looked at the low manuscript fee from the editor and the increasing reading volume.
The sunshine pushed away the dark clouds, and all the previous gloom dissipated. Anxi strengthened her inner answers and regained her confidence and enthusiasm. She was as happy as a child who had received a reward.
The adult world is difficult,
endless work, endless overtime,
worrying about yourself with your meager salary Sad hair volume.
Adults’ happiness is very simple.
A cup of milk tea after get off work, a hot pot meal with friends,
Looking at everyone’s affirmative eyes on you , listening to everyone’s concern and comfort for you.
Even though there is no easy word in the adult world, it is not difficult to be happy.