Does Tong Huawei think it is the man in Song in the Cloud?

The following is a letter from the author Tong Hua to two men: a letter to Liu Fuling!

They all say I like you. Yes, I have never denied my love for you, and I hope more people like you.

So I carefully collected your bit by bit. I know you wrote a poem about lotus. After reading for a long time, I wrote the name of Yun Ge. It can be said that this girl was born for you.

I know that you have swam across the lake and enjoyed the lotus flowers, so I specially wrote "Lotus Boat Singing Late". How I hate that short narrative in history books! So I wrote you a lively and gorgeous tour of the lake, and I specially put the only scene in the book where everyone is together, Red, Pingjun, Meng Jue and Big Childe. ...

Because I know I can't make everyone like you, but I hope that no matter who she likes, as long as she remembers that person, there will be your shadow.

I also know that you once wrote a poem about an oriole, but when I finished writing a whole song in the cloud, I found that I didn't have the right plot to put this poem. I was the last person who didn't want to be far-fetched.

However, I am not reconciled! Because there is too little to say about you, too little! So, I gave this poem to another woman in your life.

Coincidence. I don't know! All I know is that when I finished writing, I found that the only two poems you handed down from generation to generation were embedded in the memories of two women.

At first, I believed that you just died young, but in the end, my belief was broken and I was angry, but this is probably politics! Historically, you were twenty-one or twenty-two when you died. History shows that you are in good health.

Ken, yes! They can't tamper with these things Many records existed before you ascended the throne. Your father is a soldier and a man who pursues strength, so you are tall and strong and will meet your father's requirements.

History says that you stayed in bed for a year and died of a sudden illness, so you didn't even repair the mausoleum.

History also says that you are calm and wise, but when you were dying for nearly a year, you didn't leave a letter to your kingdom! Don't you know that a country can't live without a king for a day? Don't you know that civil strife is inevitable when the throne is empty?

Isn't it recorded in history that you are kind and love the people, smart and promising? If that's the case, why haven't you written a letter for a year? If you died of a sudden illness, it doesn't conform to your statement that you were physically strong since childhood, nor does it conform to your record of being disease-free and painless before you were 20 years old. If you didn't die of a sudden illness, how did you know that you didn't have children and didn't write a will? Even if you die of a sudden illness, you can have a letter! Even if you don't write these things, there will be ministers who will mention what you wrote! Those are prodigies! So, I have to hate Huo Guang, because everything points to him, even if he is my beloved Xiao Huo's younger brother, I hate him!

However, when I wrote this role, I couldn't hate him. He may not be a good courtier, but he is the best official! It can be said that the people of Dahan are lucky to have him!

He is pushing all reforms, and he is always concerned about farmers' land problems. Unconsciously, I went to see him not only from my standpoint, but also from yours. Huo Guang's official robes and salaries are more worthy of the whole world.

He is sorry for his children, his husband, and perhaps himself.

I'm thinking, no one wants you to have a song in the cloud more than I do. However, I only gave you the time for a book. At the beginning of cloud song 3, I'll send you away. During those days, I always changed it over and over again, and even I secretly asked myself, can't I write more? Finally, I followed my reason. I can't delay the performance because of you. I don't think this is what you want, but I will try my best to make you happy to the end.

Some people say that your image is not full enough. I don't know if it is. I only know that you seem to be full of joys and sorrows in my heart, but you are also very pale. I always feel that you are indifferent to anyone, except Yun Ge, standing in the distance, so light that your emotions seem to have disappeared, so light that your mind has disappeared. However, as people say, your lightness is precisely one reason why we love you so much!

By the way, I forgot to tell you that Meng Jue not only disappointed you, but also told you not to be disappointed.

You know Meng Jue likes Yun Ge, but you don't know whether this kind of love is enough to make him give up the prosperity of Chang 'an.

So, you sent Yun Ge away, because if he loves the treasure in your heart as much as you do, then he will turn around and leave, so he can be her good companion, and "Shan Ye" is the destination you want them to return to.

Otherwise, you'd rather this person never associate with Yun Ge again. This man is just one of countless people in Chang 'an who are pursuing their rights for various reasons! And because of his high ability and unruly personality, the emperor couldn't control what he did, so he killed him! So you acquiesced in Liu Xun's future.

But, at that time, he! Not broken yet! He didn't choose to leave. He also hopes that Chang 'an "good wind will send me to Qingyun". In fact, what if he doesn't really want to know Qingyun himself? And king guangling, the accomplice who killed his family? Looking down on those arrogant people?

You arranged for the master in court to protect Yun Ge. Such a master, even if he met you in that attack and assassination, can ensure that Yun Ge is safe and sound. You also arranged for General Zhao Chongguo's men to protect Yun Ge from Tianshui County, from Chang 'an to Tianshui County. What a short distance! A fast horse can only last a few hours.

However, you know that Meng Jue likes Yun Ge, but you don't know that Liu Xun has been secretly watching Yun Ge, and you don't know that because of Meng Jue, Yun Ge actually has the biggest enemy in life-Huo.

Maybe Liu Xun might have released Yun Ge at that time, but Huo wouldn't and wanted the throne, so ...

Huo, a woman who doesn't know the way of the world, grew up to be a qualified maid-in-waiting in the face of reality, but the shame that forced her to change in life is all related! Although she loves Meng Jue, she will hate Yun Ge.

When her mother slapped her in the face, she hated not her mother, but Yun Ge, and she had to get back at what she had suffered! She looked at Yun Ge with hatred and anger countless times, but you haven't seen these.

Maybe if I were your sister, I would tell you carefully. Even if necessary, I don't mind avoiding her first. But your Yun Ge will never be that kind of woman. She doesn't belong to the imperial court at all, so as long as Meng Jue doesn't leave Chang 'an, no matter how much he likes Yun Ge, he can't be Yun Ge's partner in your heart.

Therefore, in this world, no matter how smart people are, they are not all. Even if you are so smart in my heart, I have no intention of describing a god. What you can plan can only be seen by your eyes, and what you don't know at all can't be counted.

I dare not think about your feelings, I can only tell myself that you have left this world, and you have no pain and anger! I can't imagine. ...

Finally, I want to tell you that Yun Ge finally left Chang 'an as you wish. I really want to tell you that she will be fine, fine.

However, I can't say it. I don't know whether she is good or not.

I'm thinking, Meng Jue may know it in his heart, but since he wants to believe it, I believe it!

They always say I like you, and I think so, but I think, really? If so, why do I only let you have time to read one book? If that's the case, why don't I drag the show for you? If so, why can't I make you more perfect? I like him because he is silently reflecting on the accusations and abuse of Yuesheng. How old was he that year? Twelve! He listened silently, walked silently, thought silently and even felt sorry and guilty silently.

This kind of mind and tolerance is not necessarily possessed by people in their thirties and forties, otherwise Sima Qian would not be corroded by Liu Che who became angry from embarrassment.

I like him because of his respect for human nature in the princess's house.

Cooking? What is this? He is at the bottom of society. Who is he? He is the tallest man, but he respects people he will never meet.

Who is the western dancer who plays the pipa? It is a plaything at the banquet, a landscape, while Ling is listening to her music attentively, and he is enjoying listening to her beauty! He gives musicians the greatest respect.

Ling gives people respect. Whether a chef or a dancer, he can feel and appreciate the beauty.

I like him because of his concern for his little sister and because of his reason.

We are all human beings, and we all choose to vent our anger when we are weak, injured and unable to resist, so it is strange to say that a father owes his son.

Ling has a thousand or ten thousand reasons to be angry with little sister. Even if he doesn't hurt her or hate her, he can at least completely ignore her, but he carefully guards her world for his little sister in the distance with seemingly indifferent eyes.

Ling is rational at this time, so rational that I want to say to him, true husband! I like Lao Si, but I must say that Lao Si is too good at venting his anger. If it is old four, I am thinking about the fate of Shangguan Xiaomei. Historians need to write in a very obscure way and explain the past vaguely.

He was forcibly taken into the palace by the guards, and his freedom was restricted, but he was still able to put back an innocent teapot. When I write this, I want him to smash this thing, at least to vent his pain, but I can't, because he is Liu Fuling.

I like him because of his apology to Meng Jue.

Does it matter if the emperor is late? Dare courtiers complain? But he apologized. Meng Jue was so stubborn that people who didn't take the emperor seriously accepted his apology, which showed his sincerity.

The words are light, but the heart is true.

If it is not sincere, people like Meng Jue will not accept it.

I like him because he doesn't regard Yun Ge's cooking as a common thing. He encouraged her and supported her hobbies. Yun Ge's cooking skills are as precious to him as Sun Tzu's war talent and Sima Qian's literary talent. He used his ability to make Yun Ge's talent shine further.

Some love comes from study, such as Liu Che. He learned from Sinan's beauty, her talent, Sinan's understanding and occasional unpredictability. He is happy in his studies, so he loves her, so he can't forget her.

Some love comes from dedication, such as betting on Li for her, pleading for her in the palace storm and fighting for more strength for her. He indulges in dedication.

Brother Ling's love is two-way and equal. If love is a bird, it is the bird's left wing and Yun Ge is its right wing. Only when the two wings are equal can a bird fly out.

Love is flying to support each other, which is what he pursues.

I like him because he has more reason than anyone to be afraid of getting rid of Liu Bingyi. He didn't miss Liu Bingyi's anxiety, but he didn't.

Nothing can be done, nothing can be done, and nothing can be done.

I like him because he is smart, knows the elegance of listening to string songs, and Yun Ge's imp thought. Ling understood at a glance that he was not in a hurry to find a theory to give some reasons and persuasion in 1234, but drunk and slightly smoked, and wrote a song "De Yin Don't Forget" in the charming moonlight. It was only a matter of time.

Everyone said that Meng Jue would * *, and Ling's remarks were naturally appropriate, but there was no way to win.

I like him because of his talent. He is the emperor of the Han Dynasty. He can handle all those things, but he can sing short notes on the grassland.

A glimpse of the whole leopard. If a person can even sing your "Prairie Short Tune", will he not know your local customs, topography, economic situation, combat power and population ratio?

On second thought, do you think it's boring for him to know you so well? A person who is often idle and doesn't "know" other nationalities will probably only know more about his own country. Will he be an incompetent emperor? The reason behind his "understanding" of these things can never be self-entertainment.

So Keldada was afraid.

Brother Ling is so clever that a romantic short song can drive an army to Keldada.

I am so smoked when writing this, Ling! Your hands are really the flesh and blood of the peach blossom rain in the south of the Yangtze River, and the bones and muscles of Brother Jin in the desert.

In this chapter, when everyone cheers for Liu Bingyi, I am cheering for you.

I like him for countless reasons. At the end of Song in the Cloud, this reason can be enumerated. I asked myself, do I really need a reason? I think you just like it!

Of course, we all have another reason to like him, his delusion, a childhood promise, and he kept it! What an idiot!

Many people will scoff, fairy tales! What will the reality be like?

Yes, you won't, I won't, many people won't, and 99% of us won't.

Looking back, most of us are not prodigies at the age of three, and we can't walk away silently in the face of accusations, so there are quarrels, even fights, and secret gossip in our lives.

I'm afraid we can't do it, so we're not Ling, so Ling can keep his promise.

This is not a fairy tale. I believe that there is always something beyond the reality recognized by ordinary people.

But some things just exist.

There will always be friends who like to say who Ling looks like and who Meng Jue looks like.

My friend, I can only say, look at the details carefully. The character is in the details, not the gentle, elegant and indifferent appearance.

Meng Jue is not an old four, not an old eight, not a nine, not a small Huo, just like Ling is not like anyone, Ling is not like Meng Jiu, not at all, Ling is smart, confident, persistent, reflective and cold and humorous. Does he look like Meng Jiu? If you read the above reasons why I like Ling, who else can you say Ling looks like? Then I can only ask myself, are there the same details in the first two books? They all grew up in the same environment?

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Nonsense, just laugh!

Tonghua

Jue:

Before I wrote to you, I had a quarrel with Yu Pei just now. I think I will hate you because of jealousy! Their love for you is so rich that there is nowhere to vent. In the end, it was me, but it was the opposite.

Fortunately, there are not many people in the forum. What really bothers you is the summer bug, little freedom and long loneliness. Today, there are still mulberry girls. Fortunately, I am no longer in Shanghai. Otherwise, if she gets angry with me in front of me, I certainly don't know what to do.

In fact, in the final analysis, their entanglement is because of your ending.

Other Yu Pei, such as Tang Tang, behaved calmly and rationally, otherwise I really wanted to find a place to cry.

However, you won't feel sorry for me. You probably stared at me coldly through the fog, just like I dreamed in my dream, so I don't know if you really care about the ending I gave you.

The men in "Walking on Thin Ice" are all historical figures, and their past and future are doomed. Moreover, the Qing Palace drama is so popular that even the illiterate aunt in Beijing Hutong can name more than a dozen brothers of Kangxi. They are already in people's minds, and when I write, I feel relaxed. For example, it is well-known and reasonable for me to say that Sisi is not in harmony with her biological mother. They won't question why Sisi doesn't like her biological mother, let alone ask why. The success of "Walking on Thin Ice" is largely attributed to the scenes of the Qing Dynasty, the crossing of the Qing Dynasty, and everyone's understanding of Yongzheng, May 13th and May 14th. Otherwise, the twists and turns in the middle are definitely not enough.

Although there is a self-created Meng in Ballad of the Desert, this man is not a man. All the stories in Ballad of the Desert are told according to Huo Qubing's timetable. 400,000 words describe a legend of Huo Qubing, who is also a historical figure. Although it is not as well-known as April 4th,13rd and14th, it is well known to all women and children, but people who have not completely dozed off in history class will always know something, which will always lay a foundation for them.

But Song in the Cloud is completely different because of you.

Because before the song in the cloud, there was no you, and after the song in the cloud, you became you.

You are a character that belongs to me completely. Whether in a step-by-step way or in the desert, many experiences of men come from history. I just need to add a little imagination and deductive power.

Only you, everything about you, big or small, was created by me.

How could I not like you?

One Yu Pei said that Tonghua's Song in the Clouds created Meng Jue, the most fleshy and plump figure. Of course, she was dissatisfied with everything else before and after this sentence, but this sentence is enough, isn't it? I write about you in three volumes of Songs on the Cloud.

Your birth, your growth, your struggle and your change are all created by me word for word. It should be said that in the end, I didn't let myself down. You live as vividly in their hearts as April 4th,13rd,14th and Huo Qubing, and even more vividly to some extent.

At the beginning of Song in the Cloud, you were just you, a person who took me a long time to come up with a name. The name didn't mean much when it was named.

After thinking about it, I found that this word can be taken apart and it is the king of jade. Later, when I was collecting riddles, Dimfragrance's poems showed that your name was still "Dreamless". I was chilly at that time, and my head was numb when I looked at Dimfragrance's poem, because it was talking about you! Therefore, I always sigh that things in the world can't be completely analyzed by reasons. Otherwise, how do you explain your name? What about the riddle of Dimfragrance shooting your name? What a coincidence? Suitable to this extent?

When Song in the Cloud 1 was just finished, my feelings for you were very weak. You are a man named Meng Jue. I remember when I was writing a storytelling, in the first few chapters, I smiled and said that I was depressed. I actually like the fictional Meng Jiu, and I feel that I want to like Meng Jiu more, but I don't like you. I didn't have it until the end of 1.

Show the draft to two boys. After reading it, they told me not to live up to your title of "king of clouds" You haven't explored the role enough. He and Liu Xun are two people worthy of further exploration in the book.

I started thinking and thinking, and then serialized, revised and added a lot of your drama points. When Yun 1 was finished, I realized that you really came into my heart. From then on, I really accepted you as the first male master, taking your inner changes and experiences as the main clue to promote the development of the whole story.

Proud of you:

You look enthusiastic on the surface, but in fact you are paranoid, and you are very proud, very proud. I have always thought that Xiao Huo is the proudest man I have ever written, but he is not. Xiao Huo's pride is accompanied by the wealth of the royal family and the sunshine of the superior growth environment, while your pride is accompanied by the unyielding fate, the hard shell of protecting yourself, and the darkness.

I've been wondering if you will let Liu Xun know that he actually owes you a big favor, because the cloud 1. Don't you know that this is also available capital? But when it comes to Cloud 3, I know you won't tell him, you won't take a favor with your brother's life, and you won't even use it.

So, even if he beat about the bush again and again, you won't admit it. You erased these traces. Even if you know, you just have to nod. Maybe Zhang He will fight for your life and defend it, even though you know that Zhang He has a heavily armed Zhang Anshi behind him.

Are you smart or stupid? If it's Liu Xun, I'm afraid I have no time to admit it, but you're not him. You think you have everything you can use. You think you are an excellent politician like Liu Xun and Huo Guang, but you forget that a real politician has no self-esteem and pride. As long as you have your pride, you will never be like them.

In Song in the Cloud 2, you have been sitting beside Yun Ge all afternoon, but when she wakes up, all you have to do is say, I just arrived.

You use Yun Ge to marry you as a condition to save Liu Fuling, but in the greenhouse, you refuse to go out from sunset to night. In fact, what you expect in your heart is Yun Ge's refusal. What you expect is that there is no one outside the greenhouse, and that person has already left! If Yun Ge turned down your proposal, you might be happy to save lives, but she agreed! How do you feel when you see the figure under the wisteria frame and she agrees to marry you? Great anger and sadness, right?

Do you know that when you push Yun Ge again and again, you hurt her and yourself? If you can save your rival in love like your adoptive father, Yun Ge's gratitude, guilt and respect will keep the flame that once burned for you burning in her heart.

So, you and her, just a mistake, missed it again. If she doesn't promise you, you will save lives unconditionally. You saved a person, and she won't let you go.

But you don't know, and neither does she! You just go further and further in Cloud 2. With the aggravation of Liu Fuling's illness, you completely disappear from Yun Ge's heart.

However, you are you, you are not your adoptive father Meng Jiu, and you can't give up on yourself. All you know is that you are the only one in the world. If you refuse to fight for yourself, who can fight for you? I know many bells hate you at this time, but I don't think there is anything wrong with what you did. On the contrary, I admire and respect you with sadness!

Liu Fuling's illness made you and Yun Ge go further and further. Finally, have you understood that you can't be the only one in Yun Ge's heart? You can't stop and erase the root and blossom of Liu Fuling in Yun Ge's heart. Therefore, you can only settle for the second best, and only hope that you are the person with strong color in her later life.

I know you told Liu Fuling the story about you and Yuesheng to dispel your doubts, but you never told him that you were the owner of another embroidered shoe. He was not the only one who remembered the green shirt in the desert.

Yes, even if I am only half proud of you, I won't tell such a story to my opponent, let alone you. You haven't even said Yunge. What kind of onion is Liu Fuling in your heart? Tell him the story of you and Yun Ge, unless you are crazy! That is what you hide in the deepest part of your heart.

But if you tell him, will the ending be a little different? You are no longer just a childe who met in Chang 'an in Yun Ge's story, and you are no longer just a person who has only known each other for two or three years. Are you still a person who keeps embroidered shoes as carefully as he does? Your persistence and protection may not even be realized by yourself, and you may waver, which also hurts Yun Ge, but from the moment you know your heart clearly, you are not weaker than him.

Maybe you are not as perfect as he is, not as firm as he has always been, but the firm after shaking and the choice after struggling are just a phoenix bathed in flames, a polished gem, and some are just purer.

You always disdain to explain:

In fact, I hate long-winded boys, and I hate boys who speak out when they are wronged. I always feel that things are done, not said! If there is a boy there telling how wronged he is and how deep the ocean is, I will definitely want to stun him with a stick! But ... but ... sometimes, I wish you could speak louder! You can talk a little about your grievances.

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? From Cloud 1 to Cloud 3,500,000 words, you have never expressed your affection for Yun Ge.

The first time, you used a negative sentence without addiction. The second time you joked at the top of the mountain that you would tell your daughter that her mother was going to marry her father, which indirectly confirmed your marriage promise. The third time, in Weiyang Palace, you just said that you are a man who keeps his promise.

Meng Jue? Where do you keep your promise? You just like her, very much, so much that you just want to be with her.

But why can't you just say it? When I was very angry, I made up my mind to have a cold war with my husband for a week, but when my husband hugged me and said, "I love you, shall we stop being angry?" I will surrender immediately. His sentence "I love you" is thousands of times more effective than any other resolution, and the analysis of who is right and who is wrong.

I don't even know if you are proud or guilty at this time. Is it because you know that you have really considered choosing Huo? You're not just taking part in accidental amusement. In fact, you really want to give up your wedding vows with Yun Ge, so you feel guilty about your feelings? Although many people say that judging whether a person loves you or not depends on his actions, not his words, but Meng Jue! You know, at this time, your heart in Yun Ge has neither action nor words! She saw you hug Huo Cheng Jun with her own eyes. You didn't even ask her where she saw it, because you knew a lot in your heart. At first, you really want to invest. Then you hesitated, thought about it, and then you bought more than one hug. Maybe you really can only respond to her sadness.

Do you know that Brother Ling directly played "Don't forget the German sound" when Yun Ge refused him? That's a naked love song! Meng Jue, what should I say?

Satisfied, please adopt.