The "I" in this sentence actually refers to the author himself. The author is the fairy tale queen, and the departure of his wife is the departure of Lin Tan. In the story, the fairy queen is painful, and the author's wife knows this well. His wife can even see that Lin Tan's pain after leaving Xianhou is even stronger than that of Xianhou. She didn't want her departure to bring such great pain to her husband, so she left this passage, hoping that her husband would not be heartbroken if he had a pair of eyes made of clay-no tears and a pair of hearts made of stone.
However, the husband still shed tears and was heartbroken. He didn't even know why his wife left at first. This is exactly the image of "Babel" that this book wants to express. I think after reading this passage by Lin Tan and understanding the author's intention, we can better understand the work ~ ~