Xue Zhen didn’t expect that at the class reunion on the 40th anniversary of graduation, the moment she saw Wei, she would feel so nervous and uneasy. Her fair cheeks were like a girl’s, with a touch of flush.
She sat in a corner, gently picked up the tea cup, took a sip of tea, looked out the window thoughtfully, and thought deeply in her heart, Wei, are you okay?
Xue, finally pulled the time back from the drawer of memory to that month and day of that year...
Time went back to the early summer of 1976, and the snow was in Xiaoyou After graduating from junior high school at the famous Huaxiba Middle School in Chengdu, he was promoted to senior high school at this school. Xue was assigned to Class 4 and started her high school life. At the same time, she also had a girlish love affair...
Since Xue was relatively tall, her seat was arranged in the last row. What Ling Xue didn't expect was that she would bump into him - Wei again in a small corner of the classroom. The first moment she saw Wei, a special kind of surprise and happiness arose in Xue's heart. However, what followed was anxiety and nervousness. Xue was afraid that her abnormality would cause misunderstandings in front of new classmates and cause complications.
Xue met Wei on the school basketball court when she was in junior high school because she liked to play basketball. Although they didn't say anything to each other, Wei's tall and slightly thin appearance, his thick eyebrows and big eyes, especially the pair of snow-white jai alai sneakers on Wei's feet and the brand new 28 Phoenix brand bicycle left a lasting impression on the snow. A particularly deep impression.
Xue is also a very beautiful and young girl. She is tall and has a pair of pigtails on her head. She looks very lively and lovable. Her face is like a melon seed, with a pair of clear eyes, curved eyebrows, long eyelashes trembling slightly, fair and flawless skin with a hint of pink, and a vaguely developed figure like a girl. It made many male students in the class fascinated and fanciful.
When Wei saw Xue, he was also very surprised and overjoyed. When he thought that he and Xue could study in the same class, and their seats were so close to each other, Wei was so happy that he was so happy. Open mouth from ear to ear.
In the days that followed, Wei always used some actions to attract Xue's attention. If a male classmate bullied a female classmate, Wei always stood up immediately to fight against the injustice and make himself appear righteous. During class, he would also do some funny actions from time to time, in order to attract Xue's attention to himself.
During class, Wei passed notes to Xue from time to time. One of the notes said this: From the day I met you, I begged you in my heart, if life is a one-way street , please walk in front of me from now on, so that I can always see you. If life is a two-way street, please let me hold your hand, and you will never get lost in the vast sea of ??people. Xue always took the note in a panic, fearing that the teacher and classmates would see it, but on the surface she acted as if nothing had happened. When the get out of class bell rang, Xue ran home anxiously, quietly opened the note in her room, and read the contents carefully. Those touching words like poetry made Xue's face heat up slightly and made Xue's heart skip a beat.
Every time it was Xue’s turn to do sanitation duty, Wei always stayed to help Xue sweep the floor and wipe the table; seeing that Xue’s pen was out of ink, Wei quickly handed Xue his own pen. Use your words, deeds, and actions to get close to Xue and please Xue. However, Xue seemed particularly ungrateful, often not even saying "thank you", which made Ling Wei feel chilled.
Whenever school is over, Wei always pushes his bicycle and waits for Xue at the school gate. He hopes to use his bicycle to carry Xue and send her home, but he is met every time. Snow politely declined.
Every day after school, Wei often stopped Xue at the door of Xue’s home and school, and approached him to strike up a conversation. Xue not only ignored him, but also often scolded him. Xue Lengruoshuang's performance disappointed Wei again and again.
In fact, Xue likes Wei in her heart, but she just hides her feelings in various ways. Xue deliberately acted indifferent to Wei's every move and behavior, which made Wei particularly disappointed and frustrated.
Over time, Xue's indifferent and ruthless behavior gave Wei the troubles of young Werther. I often sit alone in the classroom and lose my mind. When I go home, I don’t even think about food or food, and I can’t sleep at night. Wei was tormented and tortured by wishful thinking and unrequited love, and felt extremely painful in his heart.
So Wei slowly began to develop a rebellious mentality, and used some pranks to retaliate against Xue, either sprinkling ink on Xue's stool, or asking a few friends to smack Xue's window glass with rocks, causing Dexue's family cannot live in peace.
What Wei did is a kind of rebellious psychology of love! This actually made my desire to like snow more persistent and stronger.
Although Wei was like this, he still thought about her hopelessly in his heart, and the snow made him dream about her so much.
High school study life is coming to an end soon, and students are beginning to choose where to go after graduation. Xue later went to the countryside to receive re-education from poor and lower-middle peasants, and Wei attended a technical school. From then on, the two people were separated for a long time and never saw each other again. Wei once went to the place where Xue originally lived and waited again and again, but Xue's family had already moved and there was no news.
Time flies, 40 years pass by, and at the 40-year class reunion, Xue and Wei meet again.
Xue didn't want to go to this classmate's 40th anniversary party, but when she saw Wei on the list, she decided to go. The moment I saw Wei, I couldn't help but think of what happened forty years ago. Wei was still as handsome and unrestrained as he was 40 years ago, but his eyebrows were a little more weathered. Xue couldn't help but pick up her phone and take some close-ups of Wei. Despite being careful, she was discovered by sharp-eyed female classmates, who encouraged Xue to sit next to Wei. Xue knew that everyone just wanted to see what she and he really looked like together.
The atmosphere at the scene was very exciting, Xue blushed but still looked shy. Wei held Xue's hand for the first time in his life due to alcohol. The moment their eyes met, both of them were stunned. Xue's tears couldn't help but wet her eyes. At the request of the students present, Xue was the first This time he revealed his true feelings that he still liked Wei in his heart. Wei's eyes became wet when he heard it, and he just regretted not having the chance to hold hands in this life. Each other couldn't help but have red eyes, memories were like sharp blades, killing each other. Both Xue and Wei could see the pain in each other's hearts. Perhaps, it is youth that cannot be returned.
Wei also said that he has been looking for Xue for forty years. Xue's figure has always been in his mind, and his persistent love for Xue has always been in his heart.
After Xue found out, she was also very touched. She never thought that she would still stay in Wei's heart in this life.
At this class reunion, Xue and Wei's meeting again also lit up the passion for love that had been buried in their hearts for a long time. Wei knows very well that Xue is not only his emotional dependence in this life, but also needs Xue's comfort spiritually. He seems to feel that he can no longer live without Xue. Xue never refuses Wei's invitation and often drinks tea and chats together, reminiscing about the past. Xue felt particularly happy when she was with him. The feelings for each other are still so clear and pure. When Xue and Wei once again recalled that unforgettable first love, their inner feelings for each other still broke out.
The meeting again injected a touch of fresh blood into their ordinary lives, as if they were back in their youth and continuing the love affair in their student days. Xue really wanted to nestle in Wei's arms and feel the warmth that she had never felt before, but Xue restrained herself rationally. In Xue's heart, she still wants to keep this pure and beautiful emotion. Let the hazy first love in school days become the beautiful memories of your life. Everything in the past flows through the two people's minds bit by bit like a movie. It is so graceful and endless aftertaste. The meeting 40 years later finally fulfilled each other's long-cherished wish and fulfilled the dream 40 years ago.
In Xue Hewei’s heart, first love is unforgettable, it is pure love, pure love.
One night, Xue and Wei met in a cafe. The two of them were drinking coffee. A song "Long Time No See" by Eason Chan came from the cafe. Xue and Wei were in a particularly comfortable mood with each other. The torrent of years has swept away youth and years, but it cannot sweep away Xue Hewei's memories of the past. That beautiful love will always be buried in Xue Hewei's heart!
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About the author:
Bingfeng: A lover of words, I write in my spare time. So far, he has published more than 20 works, and his representative works include "Haunting Memories of the Countryside", "Master Yang, the Water Carrier", "My Grandma", "Miscellaneous Memories of My Childhood", "Talk about Lotus", etc.