What does it mean to recall the past and be a remnant of the past, and return to the home where the snow is flying?

The meaning of the words "Recalling the past when we were still living, returning home with snow flying" is introduced as follows:

I recall that at the end of the twelfth lunar month, the last time I went home it was still snowing heavily.

Full text:

Remembering my father.

Ming Dynasty?:?Zhou Yuru.

Recalling the past when I was still a bitch, the snow is flying when I return home.

I haven’t said a word in three years, and I can’t bear to see him return home.

Translated meaning: I recall that at the end of the twelfth lunar month, the last time I went home it was still snowing heavily. There has been no communication from home for three years, and I couldn't help crying when I saw the geese flying south in the sky. Express the memory of my father.

The poems that miss my late father are:

1. The author of "The Book of Songs·Zhi'an": Anonymous (Spring and Autumn Period).

Looking at my father. My father said: "Hey! I have been working day and night for my son. I am very careful, there is no end to the coming."

Interpretation: Climbing up to the green hill, looking at my father from a distance. I seem to hear my father saying to me: "My son is traveling far away for official business. He will be covered with dew in the morning and covered with stars in the evening. Please take care and come back early and don't stay in a distant place."

2. "Remembering My Father" author: Zhou Yuru (Ming Dynasty).

Recalling the past when I was still a bitch, the snow is flying when I return home. I haven't said a word in three years, and I can't bear to see him return home.

Interpretation: I recall that at the end of the twelfth lunar month, the last time I went home it was still snowing heavily. There has been no contact from home for three years, and I couldn't help crying when I saw the wild geese flying south in the sky.

3. I cried longing for my loved ones all night long, but they are gone again at dawn. Afraid of hurting my motherly love, I secretly flow to my pillow. ——Zhou Shuran (Qing Dynasty) "Remembering His Late Father"

I cried all night because I missed my relatives, and then I wiped away my tears again at dawn. I was afraid of making my mother sad, so I could only lie on the pillow and cry silently.