Lonely myself
The road ahead
Endless as far as the eye can see
The street lights on both sides
Suddenly there and then nowhere< /p>
The wind blows
It’s cool
Is this a bumpy road
Or maybe
Yes Because walking alone
Sadness blinded the eyes
And even more blinded the heart
Walking alone
Gradually
Slowly
Lonely myself
The longing in my heart
How to express it
The fear in my heart
How to be strong
When is the end
I don’t know
Maybe
A lifetime journey
Author Sakura.'s collected works
Which is more important, the process or the result? (Part 1)
When did I forget my initial persistence?
Forgot my favorite motto, my favorite book, and my favorite star.
Thinking back to those days, who swore in front of me:
I and my stubborn ideal will one day shine!
However, the oath still remains on the red paper, but the footer has begun to turn yellow. It represents time and reminds me of the dreams I have had for many years.
Even though the ending is sad, I still want to say to you, thank you for accompanying me through the most innocent childhood moments in my life journey.
You always say that for a man, a little pain is nothing.
However, this sentence taught me that no matter what I encounter, I will still go to the dark side and hit the wall without looking back. A joke, a little pain is nothing. A drop of tear, looking back halfway, I can only fight, fight.
Since I made the choice to crawl on my knees, I should also be responsible for this choice. Therefore, I can only move forward in one breath. Who told me to be as persistent as water in the past.
Star Eyes, Star Eyes, I call you Star Eyes, please tell me what decision I should make.
I used to think that the result is not that important, but the enjoyment of the process and participation are enough. But why does this society only look at your results and never care about how you achieve them? I began to feel confused. Could it be that what I had always believed in was just a mistake?
I am always walking this road alone, Xingmou, Xingmou, why do you abandon me now when I need you most.
Like a train, it always has its own forward track. Along the way, there will always be passengers getting off the train at different places and times. The real journey is to make the long journey from the starting point to the end. Yes, how many are left?
Perhaps you will laugh at me, this society has been progressing for so long, wouldn’t they choose faster planes? Who would choose the train so persistently even though they know that the journey is far away and wastes time?
I laughed again, isn’t there something else? The train is still a train, but it doesn’t have soft sleepers or hard seats.
I think that in the end, the choice of these people is just for fun. Maybe they can’t afford a super express like flying, so on this road, a first-class seat is always much better. .
So, in the end, only the most simple old peasant uncle left squeezed into the so-called first-class seat where there were so many people. They also looked happy, secretly glad that they had not missed this train after all.
Looking back at the so-called "high-end seats", most of them are just doing it, or complaining about this simple seat that many people long for in their free time.
However, that is not what I want to say.
It is like a train that has traveled countless times. The starting point and end point are always the same, with different passengers coming and going.
The difference between soft sleepers and hard seats is also here. It is a choice. I think everyone may be willing to drive this journey more comfortably, maybe if conditions permit, it is even more Will choose a walking aid such as an airplane.
The starting point is the same, the end point is the same, and when you arrive, you are successful. From ancient times to the present, what you look for is just one result.
Therefore, the so-called "connected households" and the so-called "back door" are only those who cannot have this kind of relationship. They will feel resentful and resentful, and they will curse this society, which is unfair. How unfair he is.
Change the perspective and let these resentful people exchange roles with them. The result may not be this again.
I also boarded this train. However, I am also a hard seater.
Maybe some people don’t understand me. It’s stupid to sit on such a torturous train instead of taking a plane. You can just sit on it, but you will actually choose the tail seat that is willing to make yourself suffer.
Day and night changed, I was sitting in a small corner, but I was also shuttled among the passengers in the tail seat who were so misleading.
They always have endless topics to talk about. They are always so absorbed in listening to each other's stories and experiences. They are so enthusiastic, so laughing, so sincere and harmonious.
In contrast, I still feel that this kind of environment is humane.
I am so intoxicated with you
Your hair is natural and soothing
It is elegant and stretched out
I love your heart< /p>
Waiting for your heart to melt in
I forgot what year, month, day and time it was in the past
In the efforts of the past to find the early morning
< p>Build a city of heartAs long as you have a smile for me
Take care of your smooth hair with my hands
I will do it for you Drunken and unconscious
The heartbeat is surging
In the dark night
You make the moonlight inferior to you
The stars set off your beauty< /p>
Just to illuminate the road you have walked
Collected works of the author Meng Shang
Brother slept lonely
I want it at noon I squinted for a while, but I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. Suddenly I heard the host on the radio solving emotional problems, and my spirit was even more lifted, and it seemed that the little sleepiness had disappeared. It's time to go to work, but I just don't want to get up, and there are always random thoughts in my head. I recently discovered that I like to lie quietly in bed and think alone. Many famous writers can only create inspired works in a comfortable place. I don’t want to create, I want to think about life, the future path, and what to do. I should do something, thinking that winter is coming and I should add some equipment. Lying quietly, listening to songs that may be a little sad and mixed with loneliness. Cross your hands and put them under your head. I like this posture. Very comfortable. I also told my friend in the morning that I am a somewhat competitive person and a somewhat perfectionist person. As long as conditions permit, I will try my best to do this well. I have ideals and ideas in my heart, but I don’t like to tell others. I like to share my success with friends. But I seem to be missing some perseverance. People are always flawed, keep a good attitude, and as long as you work hard, you will have a chance of success. Silence means death. "Opportunities always come to those who are prepared." I often encourage myself with this sentence.
"Cultivate oneself, manage one's family, govern the country, and bring peace to the world" I only recently learned that it comes from "The University". Maybe I pay attention to it because of the influence of the traditional culture of the school. It seems that I also gave myself some encouragement. Let’s not talk about “governing the country and bringing peace to the world”. The main thing is self-cultivation. What is “cultivation” is to cultivate one’s own character. If you want to cultivate your own character, you must first correct your own thoughts; To correct your thoughts, you must first make your thoughts sincere; if you want to make your thoughts sincere, you must first gain knowledge. The way to gain knowledge is to recognize and study all things. As the saying goes, "erudite and versatile". Watch more, read more, think more. Those who achieve great things should not be alarmed when encountering difficulties and deal with them calmly. Mentality is the most important. A good mentality will make you think about things in a good direction. A positive attitude and optimistic thinking determine the way to deal with things.
Sometimes I always feel anxious and sigh. They are all worried about this and that, worrying about what will happen tomorrow, always worrying unfoundedly and blaming others. A quote from a famous person woke me up. I don’t remember the person who said this, and I don’t know the exact words, but I understand the general meaning. Don't worry about what happened yesterday, it has already happened and you can't change it. Don't worry about what happened today. It is happening and you have to endure it silently. Don't worry about what will happen tomorrow. Don't know what the result will be. Sometimes I want to write something, but I really can’t do it. There are too many thoughts in my mind, and they turn over and over in my head, just like watching a movie. A person's life only lasts for a few decades. You really don't need to worry too much. If your parents are healthy, your children are filial, and your loved ones are in harmony, then you are happy.
Remind yourself every day that I am very happy today, it is okay, it is really okay...
Looking for myself in the rain
It started to rain in the hazy sky
I can't find myself in the rain
I seem to be asking myself in my heart
What's wrong with me?
Why is this?
Are you numb to your current life?
Have you really given up on your dreams...
Looking up at the blue sky
My dream Where?
Where is the blue sky that belongs to me?
Should I just give up?
Is this the result I want?
The drizzle wet my whole body
It makes me see every step under my feet more clearly
No matter how confused I am in the distance
No matter how dripping the drizzle
I still choose the distance
Looking for my only dream
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It’s Qingming Festival again, and the sky is full of fireworks
Ten years have passed so quickly It seems like I am still stuck in yesterday, recalling those times in the past, I still have your smiling face in my memory, the place where we met alone and wandering, tears silently covering my sight, it turns out that without you by my side, I am so helpless, pitiful, I once promised to be forever, who is it now? And the oath that once remained unchanging will be scattered into pieces one day. The rain is beating on the eaves. I quietly ponder the white letter I sent to heaven at a certain time. Can you understand my longing? Tears beat on the heartstrings and it is sad. Can you remember the Qingming Festival? That day you stayed with me and smiled and said to me that you loved the fireworks all over the sky
The mountain flowers bloomed quietly...
I like the winding and majestic Taihang Mountains, even more I love the Juma River that meanders along the mountains; however, what fascinates me the most is the Shandan flowers that grow all over the mountains and fields, blooming like little red stars scattered on a tender green carpet.
Mountain dandelions often bloom in May and June. When they are in full bloom, they are bright and red in bunches and are so attractive; they look very much like the best-selling perfume lilies in flower shops. Its six-pointed star-shaped petals are curled backwards, and the orange-red stamens are stretched outwards, revealing the playfulness of attracting bees and butterflies; from a distance, they look like small fires. Shandan flowers are solitary and rarely gather in groups. They are like a beautiful and shy girl hiding quietly in the shade of the mountain, safely rooted in the barren soil, using their bright and pretty beauty to express their feelings. Decorated with the splendor of nature.
Every time the flowers bloom, I always think of it, just like missing my lover. Whenever I have free time, I will use my vacation to stay at a farmhouse in the Taihang Mountains. Often in the early morning or dusk, I would climb to the heights of the mountain, greedily take in the wonderful scenery around me, inhale the fragrant and clean air, and sing my favorite songs loudly, attracting continuous chirping from the surroundings. The sweet chirping of wild birds, ah, that makes one feel relaxed and happy! When I got tired of singing, I took a few sips of the cool mountain spring, then searched around to pick some freshly unearthed mountain mushrooms and mountain dandelion flowers with onion-like tubers, and went down the mountain contentedly.
The mountain dandelion flower is very peculiar. Every year, one more flower blooms. Three flowers in three years, five flowers in five years, and ten flowers in ten years. According to a local fellow, he once saw more than 20 Shandan flowers in the deep, untraveled valley. On a high branch, more than twenty flowers bloomed one after another, competing for beauty and beauty, which fascinated this old man who had never liked flowers. He couldn't bear to leave, so he quickly found some dry branches and dug them up slowly. It took him a long time to bring the strange King of Flowers home with its roots and soil, and plant it in his yard. Unfortunately, Shandan flowers also have a special characteristic. If they leave the land where they grow, the flowers will gradually wither and die. Even the King of Flowers is no exception, leaving flower lovers with great regret. This is also a very common problem among flower shops in the city. The reason why we rarely see mountain dandelion flowers.
I love the Shandan flower very much, and I also love its unique character. It is beautiful and refined, aloof and aloof. It does not seek wealth, but is content with poverty. It is elegant and quiet. It would rather die than move and blend in with nature. Dedicate yourself to nature. But now, more and more people are visiting the countryside, and the number of mountain dandelion flowers is getting less and less. In some places, they have become extinct and are rarely seen, which shows how precious it is.
Mountain dew nurtures mountain flowers,
There is music in the mountains;
In the empty and deep valley,
Mountain flowers bloom and fall.
This is the intoxicating nature we long for...