Seek a modern poem about frustration

The length of your youth-the charm of water 1

I'm going to be nineteen, with self-righteous elegance, and

Forced vicissitudes of life, lit a cigarette.

Ignite the despair before going north,

I choked all the way.

If life is only as long as a cigarette,

Then please allow me to be a dust.

On a sunny day,

It's a deal

If life is only as long as a cigarette,

Then please allow me to dedicate my youth.

Have a little courage,

Bury.

Across the river,

Salute to you and my youth.

In the twilight,

Cover up the sadness with red.

Today, a few years later,

Finally found you, and

Talking to you.

Because I lost more courage,

In a clear line of sight,

I will miss you.

If life is only as long as a cigarette,

Please allow me to finish the last part.

Because I've been with you for too long,

Can't go on with each other.

2

I'm going to be 23 years old, really elegant, and

I have been vicissitudes of life, once again lit a cigarette.

In the smoke,

Count it silently.

In the dark,

Walking from one end of the street to the other,

I spent my whole life.