University is very important for me to find myself, know myself and build myself. Most importantly, I am curious about the world and have enough time to explore it. People who don't know anything bump into them and do a lot of things they haven't done before. This stage took about three years, and then three key words were locked: reading, public welfare and travel. These are the three key words I want to do in my life. I did "Our University" for a period of time during college, and let students take turns to be teachers.
I finally found the key words of life, but three years before I started working, I had no idea what work was all about. I have been in a state of trying to adapt to my work. In order to adapt to work, self-development has shrunk a lot. It was a difficult time, from the state of free stretching to the rules of adapting yourself to the environment. Because he was always very young, he was called a pupil as soon as he arrived at school. Deliberately buying decent clothes, also called school uniforms. Why should I deliberately dress up mature? Because I didn't have confidence in myself at that time, I wanted others to think that my clothes were reliable, and because I didn't have confidence in myself, I was particularly concerned about the evaluation of others. In this environment, up to now, I still won't completely relax and expose myself completely. It is at this stage that I have a low recognition of my professional role and want to give up very much. It's not that I don't want to be an educator, but that the current educational environment is completely different from the educational ideal I pursue. Let's just say that education is fair. Wen Jiabao put forward the policy of free normal students, expecting us to contribute to education equity. But the status quo is that we are not only pursuing educational equity, but also letting us have more, and we don't have more.
In the past three years, I have rediscovered three key words in life: physics teaching, reading club and natural observation. Because of my habits in college, I still like to pay attention to educational theory when I just graduated. It's not unnecessary, but the emphasis is different at different stages. When you start working, you should pay more attention to teaching practice.
From the fourth year to the sixth year, I have accumulated some attempts in teaching practice and found my own growth rhythm: I try in practice in the first semester of each year and write articles by summarizing the theoretical level in the second semester. This rhythm is as natural as breathing, which makes me walk and know alternately. I have developed a set of my own six teaching assistant systems to help me build a physics classroom from six different angles. Also, I developed the ZWCB after-school auxiliary system, but after the invention of the after-school auxiliary system, it was suspended because of the high running time cost. The classroom application of mind mapping has been practiced for two years, which is also a complete cycle. At present, the new idea is physics family experiment, which is being practiced circularly.
The reading club has developed from scratch for three years. Now there is a fixed core layer, stable support, and a less fixed participation layer, unstable support. The idea of holding a book club comes from many sources, one of which is two of the three key words of the university: reading and public welfare. At the beginning of my work, I participated in public welfare organizations such as simple aid, but I found that the time cost of doing public welfare was too high and the effect was too low, so I gave up. Combine reading with public welfare, invest a lot of time and energy to continue to be a public welfare reading club, and ask for nothing in return. Why do you do it when you know there is no reward? Because I like it. Being able to do what you like is to realize the meaning of life.
The new year's resolution of the university in a certain year is that I will finish reading 100 books in the new year. I did it, and I did it with the help of EXCEL. I am very happy. Reading and thinking bring me a lot of fun. I used to go to books to look for answers to any questions, but I often hit a wall because I confined myself to the world of books and couldn't see the real world outside unwritten books. So I deeply know: studying alone without friends is ignorant; Learning without thinking is useless, thinking without learning is dangerous. How reasonable these two sentences are. Now that I have defined a successful life, one of my goals is to finish 100 reading sessions first. We should not only read books, but also open the world of experience and ideas, and also open the boundaries between people.
I really want to combine the two key words of travel and reading. The way to do this is to think twice a year about this semester's travel destination before the holiday, and then prepare a strategy to have a deeper understanding of the society, culture, nature, folk customs, architecture and other aspects of this place, and then visit it on the spot during the holiday. On the way to the destination and during the journey, hold a book club with the theme of this city. A travel reading club that combines knowledge and practice, sounds great!
In the part of travel, I made a five-year plan for myself in the year of graduation, and traveled all the provinces in China in five years. Now this goal has been completed by 90%. I don't have to stick to this goal. I am not a perfectionist. The right time, the right person, the right place, live up to these beautiful scenery. I used to travel because I was curious and wanted to go to places I had never been. Now I have a slightly different idea. I still want to go to places I have never been to, but when I go to a place, I hope to collect the goodwill of strangers. I will describe and record the particularly touching scenes in detail. Collect the goodwill of strangers and see the good side of human nature to counter the malice that may appear at any time in reality.
The next travel plan is to visit museums, art galleries and botanical gardens all over the country and even around the world in the next ten years. Excited to think about it!
It is of great significance to me to participate in the two-week National Green Camp for College Students. The teachers of the International Wilderness Association have a sincere and infinite love for nature, which is very touching and has released my love for nature when I was a child. After leaving my childhood for many years, I re-established the connection with nature, which is really an invaluable good thing, just like in the movie Avatar, flying horses and people can be connected through braids. "My ears hear it, make sounds, and my eyes see it." After the link channel is established, I can continue to gain energy.
Reading and nature are two secret weapons for my self-repair. I know that as long as I walk into nature, there will be surprises. I know that the wilderness seems quiet, but it contains the enthusiasm of life. "Always act with love and romance!"
My spiritual role model in college was Mother Teresa. I deeply agree with Mother Teresa and hope to be like her. Today, although I no longer want to be like her, it is still my important spiritual wealth to learn from what she said at that time: "Do small things with great love". Give me strength to choose good and be stubborn. Another spiritual model is Lu Zuofu, who is realistic, scientific and patriotic, and dedicated to art. May everyone be a gardener and make the world a garden. The greatness of these human beings lies in their constant pursuit of truth, goodness and beauty, which has had a far-reaching impact on people in later generations, guiding them to choose the road of life, so that human nature can avoid sinking and surpass the world.
I have many note-taking software with different functions. There is a notebook to record work-related (including the work I want to do and the work I want to do, that is, physics teaching and reading club). ) graphite is used by different people to discuss and communicate, which is convenient for collaborative editing. Beautiful articles are used to organize thematic pictures. Text used to organize special topics. Iflytek dialect is used for simultaneous recording of lecture pictures and texts, which can be shared in three dimensions immediately after the lecture. Evernote is a private record of personal data, life inspiration, poems, dreams and meanings. My soul fragments from different perspectives are collected in various note-taking software.
In the future, I will take my compass and continue to move in my direction.
On the road you like, you will have the scenery you like and become the person you like.