So, if there is an afterlife. I think I should finally be free. Love the person you love, hurt the things you hurt, rejoice in your own joy, and be stubborn. Let me be the fish of Beiming. I am the only person in the world who stays alone in the cold and boundless deep sea. I think this is the suffering it has experienced. After suffering, it has become a Peng bird, not a fish in the north, but a Peng bird on earth. We should all become extremely silent, life is extremely dignified, the world is extremely long, and the dawn of dawn hits our extremely strong hearts. This is a field of suffering, and everything comes from us who died. You should remember that we all came from the past, and we never woke up in the past and gave up. Therefore, if there is an afterlife, to be a fish in the north, and to experience the fire of life and soul, we will eventually gain freedom in suffering and be moved by freedom in suffering.
So, if there is an afterlife. Make a faint rainbow. Because life has never been so comfortable and relaxed. A gust of wind, just a gust of wind, can reach the edge of a quiet world. So long, so long, so happy. Everything in this world is related to me, but it is no longer related to me. Above is a paradise cloud with broken glass, and below is a bustling human wilderness. Maybe I can meet the nonsense of the sky, which chases me and surpasses me with clever speed. Perhaps, it will turn around quickly and sigh that I, an inanimate thing, can go to distant places ahead. Or maybe there will be a shower, so that my body is extremely heavy under the pressure of raindrops, and I can no longer fly with the wind and fall into the dirty mud of the world. So, in spring, I was buried under a hundred flowers and slept for thousands of years. But maybe everything will be fine. When I started traveling, the rain had stopped, the soft wind lit up the seven-color rainbow in the sky, and the air began to become dry. Flying over the day, flying over the night, flying over the heat and silence of summer, flying over the golden color of sunshine, I stopped on the beach of the sea. It may be a sad night, and there will be Jiao Ren on the shore, sprinkling pearls on the moon. Therefore, if there is an afterlife, make a faint rainbow and be moved by life in twists and turns.
So, if there is an afterlife. Be a pearl in the deep sea, stay in a gentle and cruel clam, and after tempering, finally, radiate holy light. I hope someone will find me and walk along the ancient stone steps washed by sea water and sand. The sea will lick your instep, not over your knees, and wet your coat until your lips, nose and hair. With a pious heart, you will know how to breathe and survive under the sea. I hope you are lucky and have a childlike innocence. So, I am willing to bear the pain you can't bear until I die, and you can walk in the water until you find me. You will take me to the seaside, won't you? You are drying your clothes and hair wet by the sea in the sunset of the sea, and you have a smile on your face that only children can have. I am hung around your neck, close to your heart, listening to your heartbeat and breathing. I have no life until now, but I know all this in the deep sleep of death. Let me show you my sea, my whole sea. You told me your sadness, confusion and happiness, and I was reborn by you. Therefore, if there is an afterlife, be a pearl in the deep sea and accept the touch of life in waiting and pursuing.
So, if there is an afterlife. Be a firefly in summer. Wrap a thin thread around your right finger. At the other end of the line, I hold a firefly lamp to guide you. You wish on a shooting star that you want to go to the city you miss. But meteors are lonely. It soon found its own ideas. How can it hear your story? So I think, we will walk alone in the quiet and distant night in summer, walk through the endless wheat fields and look up at the sad and clear Milky Way. The wind messed up our hair and the stars began to sway. I hope to take you into the city you want to go before dawn. After dawn, my lamp and I will be submerged in the first morning light. Therefore, if there is an afterlife, I would like to be a glowing firefly. Experience the touch of life in eternal love.
So, if there is an afterlife. Be a misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, remember eternal love in the whole city of the south of the Yangtze River and on the ancient stone steps. Those beautiful and sad stories filled the air and attached to every drop of water. With the wind blowing from the distant sky, it flies to the eyes of everyone who misses it, forming crystal tears. Therefore, if there is an afterlife, I can't go to Jiangnan in my life, but I was born in Jiangnan. In this beautiful and sad story, many people are moved by generation after generation.
Then, if there is an afterlife, apart from these, I would like to do nothing, crouch at the end of time and watch the fish in Beiming; See a piece of light; Look at a pearl; Look at a firefly; Look at a misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, and look at all the life-and-death cycles touched by life in this world.
Rule 2: If I love you and you happen to love me.
Then I will take care of you when you are sick and accompany you to the best.
I'll ask you to be careful when riding a bike, and call me when you arrive.
I will pretend to be angry when you forget to eat dinner, and then say that you will make me worry!
When your hair is messed up, I will help you stir it with a smile, and then my hand will stay in your hair for a few more seconds.
If you want to cry, I will cry with you, even though my mood actually jumped with joy just now.
If you want to laugh, I will laugh with you, no matter how depressed I was last second.
I will read your name and think about your voice in my spare time.
I will think of it when I go shopping! You just missed this. ...
When I find something good, I must immediately think that I must see it.
After I have insomnia, I will secretly giggle when I hear that you have insomnia.
When I get a call from you when I stay up late, I just say don't be too tired, and I will go to bed with a sweet smile.
When I miss you, I know you miss me, but ... if I love you and you don't love me, I will only call you when you are sick to express my condolences, and you dare not expect to stay with you.
When you ride a bike, I only secretly hope that you are safe.
You forgot to have dinner. I just smiled and asked, why not?
Your hair is messed up. I can only tell you gently that your hair is in a mess.
If you want to cry, I can only sigh helplessly.
You want to laugh, I can only smile at you.
I will still read your name and think about your voice in my spare time.
When I go shopping, I will think of who bought this for you, right?
When I find something good, I will helplessly wonder who will tell you the good news.
I will avoid you after insomnia.
I dare not expect the phone to ring when I stay up late.
When I miss you, I wonder who you are thinking about at the moment.
If I stop loving you, I will definitely stop loving you, and I will fall in love with someone else.
What can't be lost in the world? I believe there is, and you'd better believe it, too.
-Murakami Murakami