I miss what the author might want to say to my mother in autumn.

Mom, I'm sorry. I didn't understand before, which worried you. Thank you for your kindness before. I finally understand your good intentions. Please rest assured that my son will have a good life. I really regret losing my temper with you before. Your every move reveals your love for me. It's a pity that you and I can't see chrysanthemums, but I faced setbacks bravely like chrysanthemums. Motherly love is like air. As children, we can't feel its existence, but it is indispensable. I miss you very much, and I love you forever! Mom!