It is another winter, and the wheel of time has gone through deep traces when you and I were young-in a blink of an eye, we spent a whole year with each other unconsciously.
I still remember your gentle face when I first met you in September of the second day of junior high school, and there was a unique high spirit in your voice-that was the cleanliness and clarity unique to teenagers.
At that time, I didn't know that you had the intention to study abroad, but I thought you were particularly beautiful, which was entirely based on my aesthetic point.
After a long time, I carefully asked your classmates about you in my freshman year. There is a rumor that you once liked a girl with a boyfriend, and I was sad for a long time.
At the sports meeting at the end of September, we happened to sit together. You have been fiddling with the Rubik's cube in your hand, and I began to try to chat with you sitting next to you.
When it's your turn to sign up for the sports meeting, you should warm up first, then go to the restroom in the information building and change into a sports suit. Just then I went to the bathroom and we met again in the corridor of the information building.
You greeted me with a big white tooth smile, and I nodded slightly stiffly.
In my memory, it was the first time you greeted me, so I blushed and didn't dare to make eye contact with you. I just think the sportswear suits you very well and outlines your perfect muscle lines.
1 1 month, an accidental opportunity, I heard from your friend that you would go abroad to study in university in the future. You have almost prepared for TOEFL and SAT, so you won't come to school next semester.
Suddenly, I felt very lost, just like the sweet candy I just got was taken away from me.
At that time, I made a decision that shocked me.
I took advantage of the gap after dinner to write a long letter and give it to you the next day.
This letter gives a vague picture of the girl's thoughts for months.
I never imagined your consent, but I just want you to know that there is a girl in this world who is eagerly looking forward to your arrival.
To my surprise, you wrote back to me, saying that I recited poems well in Chinese class, and you noticed me at the sports meeting.
You also tried to explain the rumor that you fabricated in the first year of high school, saying that you never liked the girl who had a boyfriend from another school, and only commented that she was not ugly, so she was constantly rumored by her roommate.
Somehow, my heart is especially sweet, just like eating honey.
Later, we naturally came together and started a time that only belonged to the two of us.
Like other couples on campus, we began to chat side by side in the canteen during the big break. ...
Say it's a couple, but actually they won't do anything too much. Well, because we are all good students.
You began to use your English advantage to tutor me. You will help me mark the key words and phrases on the English paper that the teacher sends out every day and write notes, with a sentence "I will ask questions while eating" attached to it.
During that time, you would send me home every night after self-study. Looking at your profile, I will feel that I am really a very happy girl.
But happy times are always short-lived. At the end of the second year of high school, I can't come to school again because of the mechanism of tutoring AP.
I began to do more and more difficult math problems by myself, recite more and more English words, and write more and more inexplicable translations of classical Chinese ... Walking alone on campus, I always felt that there was no one around me.
Every meal time, you will call me and ask me how my day's study and life is.
Although it is hard to get together less and leave more, as long as there are more than ten minutes of calls every day, life will still be beautiful and good.
One day, you suddenly said that you would wait for me at the school gate after the evening self-study, saying that you wanted to surprise me.
I'm afraid to delay your precious study time, and I won't let you come to my school halfway across the city.
But you came anyway, with a beautiful cup.
You said that your mother said that one drink is a lifetime.
I giggled and laughed happily.
In early 2020, the COVID-19 epidemic further narrowed our distance. We are trapped at home, unable to meet each other, and can only video chat occasionally.
At the beginning of a round of review, I have more and more knowledge that I can't understand, and I am more and more upset.
At the same time, my physical condition is also declining. Tinnitus is getting worse and worse, and the inexplicable pain in the limbs is becoming more and more obvious.
I've been studying hard, trying to chew the conic and derivative problems that I can't do together, but in the end it's all in vain.
In the final exam, I got the lowest ranking in history, and suddenly felt that my dream collapsed at the moment when my grades were handed down.
During the summer vacation, the physical pain reached an unbearable level. I went to the hospital and finished all the tests I could do-what B-ultrasound, MRI, CT…… ... ...
Finally, I was sent to the psychology department.
The doctor said that this is a kind of somatic sensory disorder, which is caused by long-term study pressure.
I didn't hide my physical condition from you. I told you that I would stay at home for a while before going to school.
Good thing you don't mind. You said, "It's physical discomfort. There's nothing wrong with the baby."
At that moment, I almost cried.
Since then, although we still seldom meet, you still continue to study your linear algebra and multivariate calculus, but you can chat with me when you are free and encourage me to comfort me.
In a blink of an eye, a year has passed since we were together, and you are still so diligent, excellent, handsome and gentle, as beautiful as when we first met.
You got the offer from Edinburgh University, but you still strode forward without waiting for the whip.
And I will continue to work hard, keep my love, go to the mountains and seas, and make my own achievements in the upcoming college entrance examination in half a year.
This year is a changeable year, and I was diagnosed with somatosensory disorder. During this period, I experienced many dark moments, as if I had grown up in an instant.
Although I have been on the verge of despair, I believe that I am a Xiao Qiang that will never be defeated by difficulties.
Thank you for always accompanying me and encouraging me. You made me believe that sentence:
The so-called meaning of love is that two people fight side by side and pull the wrist of fate.
You once said, "Even if time flies, today becomes yesterday and tomorrow becomes the past, you will always be by my side and turn this moment into eternity."
No one in love doesn't hate the distance from the zero-time zone to the East Eighth Zone, but before I like you, everything else becomes insignificant.
I always believe that there is a long way to go. May we always take two closely linked hearts to the unknown road.