Today, stay away from it, write with tears in your eyes, get drunk and talk endlessly! Please help me translate the specific meaning, online and so on. Thank you!

Today, stay away from it, write with tears in your eyes, get drunk and talk endlessly! Translation:

(I) will leave (the emperor) now and go to a distant place (to conquer the rebels). As soon as I picked up the pen, I couldn't help crying and couldn't express everything I wanted to say!

Model (Zhuge Liang's works)

"One mold" comes from the biography of Zhuge Liang in the Three Kingdoms period, volume 35. This is a letter written by Zhuge Liang, the prime minister of Shu Han, to Liu Chan, the former emperor, before the Northern Expedition to the Central Plains. This paper expounds the necessity of the Northern Expedition and the expectation of the former emperor Liu Chan, and his words are sincere, showing Zhuge Liang's loyalty.

Introduction to Zhuge Liang:

Zhuge Liang (Prime Minister of Shu and Han in the Three Kingdoms Period)

Zhuge Liang (181-23410-8), a native of Yang Du, Xuzhou (now yinan county, Linyi City, Shandong Province), was an outstanding politician, strategist, essayist and calligrapher during the Three Kingdoms period. When he was alive, he was named Hou of Wuxiang. After his death, he pursued loyalty to the marquis of Wuxiang. Because of its military ability, the Eastern Jin regime was posthumously named King Wu Xing. Representative prose works include An Example and A Book of Commandments. He once invented the wooden ox, the flying horse, the Kongming lantern and so on, and transformed the crossbow, called Zhuge Lian crossbow, which can hit all targets with one crossbow. In the twelfth year (234), Yu Jianxing died in Wuzhangyuan (now Qishan, Baoji).